Being deleted soon (Fred Weasley x reader)

Chapter 31

Back at the burrow, YN and Fred were on the sofa,

"I'm tempted to go back and give those muggles a piece of my mind," Fred was still angry at the way they had treated YN, 

"It wasn't as bad as normal," she shrugged, 

"That was horrible," he leaned down and kissed YN, his tongue grazing her bottom lip, she gasped slightly, they pulled away.

"Fred, I don't know if I can do this,"

"What do you mean?" Fred asked,

"I don't know if I can do the wedding, have this baby,"

"YN?" Fred's voice was quiet. YN took Fred's, "Please don't do this,"

"Why not?" she laughed, but it was forced,

"I love you,"

"And I love you, Fred, but I'm 15, for fuck's sake. I'm not ready," 

"You can do this, we can do this,"

"No, I can't," YN stood up,

"YN-," Fred began, but YN was already upstairs,

(Italics is an angel on her shoulder, bold is the devil on her shoulder, what she's doing in normal)

YN began fiddling with her ring, my mum got married young, 18, not 15, she had me young, 19, not 15. Why is this so difficult? Because you're alone. I am not alone, I have Fred, and Harry, and Hermione. Your brother who's stuck with you, your friend whose only your friend because she's dating your brother, and your boyfriend, fiance, at 15, that a boyfriend, you should have waited to find the one, Fred is the one. I just know, you have had 3 relationships in your life, you don't know what love is. I do! Yeah, because experimenting with a girl and being abused is enough experience. I can do this. Do you want to? Yes!  Are you sure you aren't just using Fred as a comfort blanket to get over Ron? Yes, I- I can't do this,

YN went to Harry's room and knocked on the door,

"Come in," Harry was lying on his bed, reading a book, "Hey, YN,"

"Can I have a chat?" YN asked, nervously sitting down,

"Yeah, what's up?" Harry asked, sitting up as YN sat at the end of his bed,

"I don't know if I can do this anymore,"

"Do what?" Harry asked, 

"Everything," YN laughed, tears in her eyes, "I can't have this child, I can't bring them into a world where people are like this, I can't raise them,"

"You can-,"

"I can't get married, I can't stay with Fred, I can't,"

"Do you still love him?" Harry asked,

"I love him more than anything, but Voldemort is on the loose, and I'm too young, I don't want to wait to marry Fred, but I can't, I'm not ready,"

"I don't like you being 15, but you wouldn't feel the way you did if you weren't ready," Harry said,

"What will people at school say, about me being pregnant?" YN asked,

"I'll kill anyone who says anything about you,"

"Promise?"

"Oh, yeah, every last one, dead," Harry said, YN laughed, Harry put her arm around her shoulders and she rested her head on his shoulder. He kissed the top of her head, "On your wedding day, you will walk down the aisle like a princess, and get married,"