No More Dream. Jjk ✔️

13. She's a girl

Jungkook pov

'she's kind off cute' i thought.

Seeing her sleeping face with a huff of steady breath on my arm.

I was nervous when she try to remove her clothes and pulling me down on her bed before taking my arm for her to lean on as a pillow.

I could push her away but there's something inside of me saying that i have to be with her so she can have a good sleep.

Curse my good side.

Now i feel regret of doing that because y/n is currently hug-strangling me. I can't push her away because she hold me tight. She's strong even in sleep.

So that night, i endup can't sleep a blink. Due to the nervousness.

Morning come. I still beside her lost while looking at her face. Complimenting her every features.

The blinding sun rays filtering onto her face through the window. waking her up.

She woke up and realise i was with her all night.

I tried to act cool with all of this when deep inside. I'm not.

I was brave enough to look at you when you were asleep. But I'm weak when it comes to you with your georgeous eyes blinking.

When i ask you did you remember what happen. You said no. I know you we're lying because i can read you like an open book.

That time, i know what to do today. I want to tease you throughout the day for making me lacking my sleep.

When we brush our teeth together, it's my intention to lean closer to you before rinsings my mouth.
I could see your cheeks is red in colour. Blushing.

When we were having a breakfast together. It's my intention to accidentally kick your leg.
I could see in your face that you are nervous.

When we were walking side by side. It's my intention to graze my shoulder with you.
I could see from your attitude that you are awkward.

When you were working. It's my intention to bump into you.
I could feel from your movements that you have mixed feelings. Maybe angry, maybe fedup.

When our eyes meet each other.
I can tell that you are confuse of what to do by that time.

You even clean the wrong table by taking another customer food before they could finish it.

I chuckle at your antique. It amuse me.

But when i called your name at the balcony you didn't hear me.

You even ignore my act of kindness.

I feel something. And i don't like it.

On our back. We didn't talk at all or look at each other . I kind of miss to hear your voice and looking at your eyes.

Maybe it's because i like to annoy you.

I have my chance when i saw you looking at the kite.

I pull your arm in hope you turn to face me.

But your body is too petite for my strength. Your face endup landed on my chest with my hand arm hugging your shoulder while the other holding you arm.

This close proximity makes my heart thumps in a fast pace. I wish you cannot hear that.

I tell my reason why i pull you. But that's all a lie so I can look at your eyes before i sleep tonight.

But when you look at me with that beautiful eyes of yours that seen more shinier than a diamond can be. I was lost in it.

I feel like i want to kiss your eyes, your nose and your lips to tell you that you're beautiful even without trying..

I lean closer.

I can see you were nervous, but still you closed your eyes.

As much as i want to kiss you. I backed away. I am a guy with principal. I Don't want to kiss anyone before i confess. And I don't think you feel the same as me.

I walk faster leaving you behind, to hide my reddened face.

By that time i realise my feelings toward you.

Why do i grow attached to you. Why would i always worried about you. Why do i feel always wanting to be near you. Why do i always thought you're beautiful and wanting to hear your voice. And always wanting to get your attention by doing all the chores right.

It's not because you once attempt suicide. It's not because i want to tease you or because you give me a place to stay.

I never ever felt like this before. But i know.

I want to impress you, get your full attention towards me...

Because i like you as a guy.