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It's dark yet you can feel the warm sunlight on your skin.
The wind blows and the small bell on top of your window ring.
You are awake, but you still closed your eyes. You're asleep but you are not deep in sleep.
Because once you deep in sleep and reach dreamland. You always dream of the same dream you've got since a few days ago. And that dream scared the hell out of you.
The morning wind blows again and You can hear a gasp of breath with an active steps near you. You smiled.
Your eyes open only to be greeted by a cute dog licking your face giddily while moving it's tail agresively yet still looking cute.
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The dog start to jump on you when he start to move on top of you.
"Woah.. woah.. chill there yeontan. Don't step on me. You're not that small anymore" you giggle while caressing his head making the dog bark in enthusiast.
You woke up and take a sit from your place, which is in the living room floor near the main window.
You take a look at your messy surrounding with can of beers and bottles of soju. remembering last night you fell asleep after hours of drinking and crying while holding a picture frame of your family.
"It's not a dream.. guess I'm on this alone huh.."
Tears start rolling on your cheeks but stop as soon as the dog lick it and barking while moving it's feet to the left and right infront of her.
Like he was panicking after he saw you crying. like he know you are sad and need someone by you.
"Relax, I'm not crying. Not if you are here with me tannie" Again soft chuckles abrupt in the air while caressing the dog soft fur.
*****
That morning, after getting ready you are finally going to see your family.
After a few minutes waiting inside the taxi. You finally there.
At the cemetery.
You take a deep breath before going further inside.
*****
Once she found what she had been searching for, she hold a bouquet of flower tighter onto her chest while gulping her throat bearing not to spills any tears.
She blinks to stop the tears and smile. Stepping closer to the tomb and sit infront of the three tomb.
"Hi omma! Appa! Look who's here, it's me. Don't worry sis, i didn't forget about you too! Wow, after three years not seeing each other right?.. i miss you guys so so much! Oh Look what I bought, a flower! It's daisies, your favourite. Yayy" We
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She put the flower on top of each tomb. Talking as if her parents and her younger sister were infront of her.
"Hey, you know what? I've got the job! As a souchef to the chef i admire. I know right! It was a dream come true. Remember that one time appa promised that he will bring all of you to Seoul once I've got the job? You know.. you don't have to come.. it's okay, it's..."
A deep breathe and a little bit of smile.
"You don't have to keep that promise.. you can always call me to congratulate me... you know I wouldn't force you to come to seoul"
Her chest hurt as if thousand of pin pricking her lung. Tears start to get into her eyes once again. Blurring her view.
She let her breath go.
"Omma, appa, sis. What should i do? I don't have anyone anymore. I'm all alone. And it's all my fault!. A-and I'm not even there to help you. It's all my fault! I'm a bad daughter. Now i don't have anyone to share my happy news, no one to talk to if i was sad. I have no one to nag at me at every things i did. And this is all because of me."
She choke on her own tears. She could feel the raindrops slowly wetting her shivering body.
Her clothes became damp because of the sudden heavy rain, but She could care less.
"It's all my fault, I'm sorry... I'm sorry..."
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*****
The car is set on fire in the middle of a road. Blood is everywhere. The car is upside down.
But struggling voice still could be heard. I tried to run nearer but the near I'll go. The further it takes.
"y/n help me! My leg hurt! I can't move"
"Appa!! Wait for me. I'll come"
"Y/n my child please help me, I'm burning."
"Omma!"
"Unnie! I don't wanna die!"
"Sis! No! Wait... I'm coming"
Blood... Fire... everywhere..
This is because of you!! You're the cause of their accident. You're the cause they want to go to seoul and meet you there.
You are the reason why they died!
"No... N-no!!!"
eyes shot open once again to grasp an excessive oxygen needed for the lung.
A dream. It's only a bad dream.
The same dream.
She is scared by her own dream that been haunting her in the past few days. but once she feels the warmth of a comforter and a scent that make her feel comfortable, she feel at ease again.
She had drown by that lavender scent making her heart clenched. She buried herself inside the comforter to hide the fact that she is crying.
