Nothing changes

Peace

What was that... it wasn't a dream it felt more real, like a memory. Is that what happened when I saved my mother? It can't be... I SAVED HER, I saved her from my father. I'm in another place. I was walking down the street over to Mary's apartment.

Great, more suffering. I rush over to her house and go to the place with the key.

"Pay up" a man says, he is fat and has a dragon tattoo on his arm, he had a fat nose and goatee. He had short orange hair and was wearing a white tank top with jeans. "I told you, I will pay later" Mary said, her voice was dark. This wasn't the Mary I knew.

He found a knife from his pocket.

In front of me was my best friend completely exsanguinated.

I jump in front of her as new memories go through me.

"My school life was great, good grades a best friend, loving boyfriend, at least that's what I thought. I went over to my boyfriend's house to surprise him. And I saw him kissing my best friend, and..." I pause the thing happened a while ago, but it was my first time talking about it, I remember everything. "it's okay, what happened after that?" she asked, she didn't want to push me. "I went to college, tried becoming a nurse. I got a new best friend but. She was in the mafia"

I say. "I had just come home after a long day at school, I turned on the tv and the news came on, with the headline 'MAJOR MAFIA LEADER FINALLY CAUGHT!' With a picture of Mary. Mary is my best friend's name. it wasn't a big deal, until I saw her murder someone right in front of me. She even tried to kill me once" I say as tears start forming in my eyes.

I feel a sharp pain in my shoulder. No matter what I do it will always be the same, my mother dies, I lose my boyfriend and my best friends. At least now I can finally find some peace. I hear a loud bang and he falls to his knees He is dead. "Abby are you okay?" She asks, clearly worried.

I look at her, and then the knife still in my shoulder. "Don't call me that" I say. She carries me inside and starts patching me up. I loved her, she was always there for me. She was the only one that could make me smile. "Let me die" I say. She looks at me her eyes wide. "NO!" She screams.

"I will not let you die, not because of me" she says, she is frantic clearly panicking, tears are threatening to leave her blue eyes. She kind of looks like Leila. She goes into the kitchen to grab a cloth. I take the knife that's beside me on the table and shove it into my heart, it can't hurt more than it already does. It's been broken too much for this knife to damage it.

I have done lots of bad things in this world, I was a waste of air, space and resources.

I should've died sooner, with me gone everything will be better.

In the end this world is just one big nightmare.

That was the end, i hope you enjoyed reading!