Suicide Hotline {ON HOLD}

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Y/N POV

I walked into the house and slipped off my shoes. My sister had walked ahead of me to go find our parents. She hadn't come back yet so I thought I could just escape to my room. I walked over the slick floor and almost made it up the stairs until.

"Not so fast y/n get down here" I heard a booming voice call. His echo roaming the house. I turned around and made my way downstairs. "You didn't fail the test correct?" I bowed my head. "I don't know yet father but I think I did well" "YOU THINK YOU DID WELL? NOT GOOD IN THIS FAMILY YOU KNOW YOU DO WELL YOU WORTHLESS CHILD! GO TO YOUR ROOM" he boomed as he slapped me on the cheek.

I nodded and ignored the pain as I headed up the stairs. I heard him talking sweetly to my sister as I closed the door. My room was small and didn't have much stuff in it just a twin bed a small closet, a tall dresser, and a bookshelf.

The good thing was that I had a balcony. Technically it wasn't a balcony but I found a way to climb out my window and onto the roof and we have a flat roof so it's my "balcony" now.

I placed my school bag and shoes on the fluffy carpet and walked over to my small mirror. I pulled my hair out of my face and studied my face carefully. I actually was pretty I wasn't gonna put myself down that way I'm just not wanted by anyone. I sighed and let my hair cover my face again like a curtain. I suddenly heard my door lock from the outside.

"If you can't learn to be like your sister you'll stay in here" I heard my mother growl. I sighed and fell over on my bed. Tears clouded my vision I didn't bother to wipe them away there was no point.

I wonder if I have a razor. I got up and plodded to the bathroom. I opened the drawer and found one left. I grabbed it carefully and pushed it against my arm. A beautiful dark red color came pouring out. It rolling down my arm and a slight sting held the beauty together. My tears were now gone as I watched the ruby color run down my arm and I pressed another line. Letting the color be freed from my skin.

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I woke up to a pounding on my door. "Y/N your sister told me you had a boyfriend. We already told you you couldn't have one that's another two days in your room! Have fun starving" I heard my mother say sweetly. I rolled my eyes it was 9pm I just had to wait three more hours.

Time skip

I climbed out my window and carefully made myself fall to the damp ground. I took off running. The cool air filling and burning my lungs. I ran on the side of the road cars roaring past their headlights slicing through the darkness.

I made it to the bridge. I climbed on the side carefully. I slipped off my shoes and socks and set them behind me so they wouldn't fall in. I wanted to jump in so bad to have the water fill my lungs and slowly kill me. But of course I was scared. But I wanted to jump no one cared about me anyways.

I called, my coward ass called. It rung and rung. Suddenly someone picked up the phone. I cut them off before they started the usual opining lines.

"I want to die" I said as someone picked up dangling my feet over the bridge.

"Don't" a mans voice replied.

"Wow you're helpful" I said scooting closer to the edge watching the churning water

"I mean it please don't"

"Why there's no point for me to live. No one cares about me I have a fucked up family. One person talked to me today and got scared off by my sister."

"Y/N seriously don't" He said

"How do you know my name?" I stopped surprised

"I've heard your voice many times before"

"What do you mean I don't talk to people"

"Just-never mind don't die for me please you don't know who I am but please"

I sighed in defeat, "Fine"

And then I hung up. I scooted back from the rushing water. Jumping just didn't sound appealing anymore. I stared at the dark water for a while longer before hoping back off the bridge and down to the ground.

I put on my cold socks and slipped on my shoes. I started running back to my house darkness's surrounding me the occasional headlight killing the black monster.

I don't know why that guy made me stop I just felt like I couldn't. Like I knew them but I didn't. I don't have friends so who could it be?

I ran to my window and carefully climbed back in. I checked the door.
Yup still locked. I walked into the bathroom and splashed some warm water on my face to warm it up after running out in the cold.

I then walked back out and but on some fuzzy socks I got a couple years ago. I normally don't wear them because the little fuzzy things get all over my carpet and my mother won't let me have the vacuum.

Something about how I'm gonna attempt to suck out my brain cells. Which is stupid because their non-existent. I shook my head and climbed underneath the thin blankets. I curled myself up in a ball and fell asleep.

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Jin POV

She hung up on me. I'm not clueless I'm knew that that was y/n. The story she described was exactly what happened today between us. She even seemed confused when I said he name. How did she not recognize my voice?

I was snapped out of my thoughts by one of my coworkers clapping in my face. "This is a suicide hotline prevention place we have lives on the line pick up the damn phones" she said glaring at me before clicking her heels together and walking away.

I hope she disappears like Dorothy

I picked up the phone. I wasn't really into it anymore I just wanted to go home or find y/n.

A/N

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