Suicide Hotline {ON HOLD}

T H R E E

Y/N POV

I woke up my wrists burning, my body freezing, and a huge headache. Probably from who ever was banging on the door. "Yah?" I replied. "Don't talk to your sister like that. Mother said to wear something nice. Like not sweatpants to school. She said if your not gonna be smart then act pretty so she can marry you off to a rich guy." She yelled through the door. I rolled my eyes at how honest she was. Also I didn't think she knew that I could hear her just fine without yelling.

"Yah whatever" I responded. I heard her huff in annoyance before leaving me and my precious door alone. I rolled out of bed the cold washing over me I shivered and quickly made my way to the bathroom.

I did my business and washed my face. I then walked to the closet and picked out an outfit that I hoped Mother would find acceptable. It also had long sleeves so it would hide my cutting session from last night.

I then made my way back into the bathroom to put on some light makeup mainly to cover up my bag eyebags. I walked back out now finished with 15 minutes to spare. My stomach made its normal morning mating call and I decided to eat some of the food I bought yesterday.

I pulled out a rice cake and ate it happily. Suddenly a knock came at the door. I shoved the bag under my bed and carefully set the rice cake on the ground.

I heard the lock click and jumped up quickly from my spot. I was met with my fathers piercing eyes. "We are leaving in 5 minutes fail to get to the car in time you shall walk" I nodded in response as he rolled his eyes and locked the door again.

I set a timer for three minutes and continued to eat my food.

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*beep* *beep* *beep*

I shut off my alarm and grabbed my bag. I slipped on my shoes and unplugged my phone from the charger. I reached for the door and turned the handle.

It didn't move.

Shit

"Yah someone come unlock it I need to leave!" I yelled hoping someone would hear. I was met with silence. "PLEASE SOMEONE" I yelled banging on the door. I heard my sister walk by and she tapped lightly on the door. "Good luck explaining to daddy why you skipped school" she said walking away. "UGH" I yelled.

I ran over to my window and looked out. I watched as the car pulled away my father with his lips pulled tight and shaking his head in disappointment. My sister smirking evilly and my mother looking like she was gonna kill someone.

I sighed and chucked my bag out the window.

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I gasped as I almost ran into a huge rock. I balanced the bike back out as I got out of my head. I pedaled faster hoping to get to school on time.

I sighed in relief as I saw the big iron gates come into view. Suddenly they started closing slowly.

No no no please not today not now!

I went faster legs and lungs burning. My breathing ragged as I hoped to make it. Right before they closed I sped through but at a price. One of the locks caught the side of my leg ripping my skin causing my leg to bleed.

I hissed in pain as I biked over to the bike rack and placed the bike carefully in its home. I hopped off the bike being careful of my leg. I hobbled into the school. I looked so fucking stupid.

I went to the nurse to go get my leg fixed up before class. I sighed as I waited on one of the beds. I wasn't that concerned about my leg. I was more concerned that my jeans ripped. My mother bought these for me and she said they were expensive like $45

She was gonna be pissed.

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I walked into class with a slight limp. Luckily I had a change of clothes in my backpack so no one noticed my sad ripped up jeans.

I took my spot in the back and rested my head down. I ignored the paper balls hitting my head every few minutes. Probably just more mean words scratched out onto paper.

I threw them all the way to the recycling bin and smiled happily as each one made it in. Suddenly a boy turned to me. He had mint colored hair and a cute little gummy smile.

"You have a good aim! Do you play basketball?" He asked. I shook my head. "No I used to but not anymore" he smiled. "Oh well if you ever wanna play we could 1v1 that would be fun!" I smiled back, "ok"

I got interrupted as girls started screaming.They sound like a bunch of seagulls. I saw Jin come in with a few of his other friends. He immediately walked over to us.

"Hey Yoongi Hey y/n" he said sitting near me. I could feel the glares of the angry seagulls. I ignored them and studied Jin he had eye bags which weren't there before he looked concerned. "You good?" I asked him. He nodded, "Yah my night was kinda crazy" I smiled at him "yah me too"

Suddenly the teacher walked in she looked so out of place. She was wearing another pencil skirt but she was wearing a turtle neck sweater. Her outfits were usually always so tight and revealing that it was kinda nice.

"Sit down students" she said clapping her hands. Once most of the kids were seated she spoke again, "I didn't get your tests graded because I was erm-busy last night" she said. "So you will get a partner and you will grade each other's"

Kids scrambled to find their friends or their crush to be their partner. I watched until someone blocked my view, "wanna be my partner?" He asked smiling. Wow he kinda looks like a lama, "sure" I replied. He shot be a sweet smile and slid a desk up to mine.

We sat there awkwardly.i watched the teacher re-adjust he turtle neck. I caught a glimpse of hickys on her neck.

Busy doing what last night

I snorted. Oh I just snorted in front of Jin for no reason. God y/n way to make things more awkward.

Once everything was settled she handed out the tests again and gave everyone a green pen.

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"And the answer to number 39 is $3. Please put the number wrong out of 39 at the top and hand the tests back to the owner. I put Jin's number at the top 37/39 pretty good. I handed his to him as he handed mine to me. I looked at the number 31/39

Oh no I got a B my parents are gonna kill me.

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