𝐑𝐄𝐃 | l. eunsang

I - encounter

YOON SEMI

you can do it semi... you'll confess to him today or you'll be drowning yourself in a bowl of cereal full of milk if that's possible.

i stood still in front of the school gate waiting for my best friend that i supposedly like so much shh so we can go home together and i cAN FINALLY HAVE THE CHANCE TO CONFESS woo

i tapped my foot on the cement as my eyes scanned every student that passed the gate which is kind of easy because everyone was greeting me. im kind of the school queenka and I don't know what's the purpose of a queenka but people labeled me as one

"hey semi! what are you doing here this late? aren't you going home? it's dark already" a random boy from our school asked me. i awkwardly smiled i dont know him jeez

"im waiting for youngmin, have you seen him?" i asked because im literally waiting for 1hr already and his class should be done 45 mins ago.

"uhh... i think he went home already. you should go home" he said then bid me goodbye.

"oh..."

i guess im drowning myself in cereal...

i started to walk towards the bus station, feeling disappointed that i wasted another day and i probably won't have the guts to confess tomorrow

as i was walking to the bus station, i saw a familiar red head walking ahead of me and one particular boy came to my mind immediately, youngmin's the only one in our school who has a red hair

why didn't i see him go out the gate??

"YA IM YOUNGMIN!!" i shouted as i ran towards him but he didn't budge. is he avoiding me?

i ran fast towards him and hugged him from the back tightly, he slightly tripped forward but kept his balance.

"why didn't you notice me when im shouting your name so loudly?" i slowly said as i catched my breath

"I don't know why you're avoiding me so suddenly but i have to tell you something" he attempted to turn around but i tightened my grip

"don't... i don't want you to see me while i confess... yes I'll confess! I've like you for a year now and i know it's shocking because i always declare my love for jimin to you but it's true... and i hope this doesn't end our friendship if ever you don't feel the same..." i said as i slowly teared up

he removed my hand and i quickly closed my eyes as i don't want to see his reaction

"uhh miss, i think you mistaken me as someone else..." a voice said and i opened my eyes only to see a stranger

"fuck"