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What About Us !

Back to my hunger issue , yep so was starving AF .
" Summer are you okay ?" Henry asked .
" No hell naw I am not okay , I am hungry. Lets go to the kitchen and see what can we eat my dude " I said
We both went down heading straight to the kitchen after he said yes .
Suddenly I looked at him and I started to laugh hard , I can't stop laughing. I felt my eyeball were going to pop out of my face .
" What the hell ! What are you laughing about ?" He asked looking at me and giving me the look of ' You are crazy' .
Although I did answer his question by saying " it is the most beautiful day that I have seen in my whole life its a BANANANA next to a BANANANA " I shouted while pointing at the bananas which are placed in a plate .
" Summer you have mental issues " he said while rolling his eyes .
" Hahahaha I think you loved a psycho sweety honey bobo" I said giving him a naughty look .
" okay Henry I need food , well ,well , well. Oh grab the popcorn from there and  put them in the microwave . And I will grab the chips and chocolate "
" Why ? There is a lot of popcorn , so there is no need for the other things " he said .
" well I do not love popcorn at all unless it is caramel flavors , so no " I said looking at him .
" You look like  a hamster now , hahaha " I said then started to laugh like a crazy psychopath .
" Why the hell do I have feelings for you ? Oh my God you insulted me ! Jesus Christ you need holy water " he said .
"Henry ?"
"What ?"
"Do you think mama and baba heard  us in the hospital ?"
We both looked at each other and silence controlled the whole place as if it is the king now .
"Actually I do not care that much and if  they were listening it is good at least they know that I am not playing around wanting to hurt your feelings ". He said suddenly , which made smile and step closer to give a tight hug .
"Thank God I have you ! I know this might be so  boarding and ..." He cut " No it is not and it is true that love you and care about so much and trust me I will never do anything that hurts you " he said and Hugs  tighter .
" Now before you get so emotional let's go and watch the movie summer " he said and I nodded .
After  grabbing every thing that we need we walked to the living room since the DVD player is there , and we closed the door because we did not want to wake them up .
" Everything is good and in its place " I said and looked around and guess what? Henry is eating the popcorn .
" Boy chill you are going to eat them before the movie begins !" I said and laughed .
" Yummy you whaybsbsbbxbdbd" he said and his mouth is full  of popcorns.
" um excuse me hun , I did not understand " I said while looking immediately away because what is good about seeing a human being eating fast and chewing and TALKING !!! Huh?
Everyone is sitting now on a different coach , and bom the movie started .
Few moments later I was looking and watching and concentrating at the same and eating skittles do not forget food . I looked around and saw Henry smirking at me .
" Why are you smirking like that ?"
" No nothing you are scared "
" Hahah you are not funny at all , and no I am not scared , I am concentrating !" I said angrily because I am not scared and seeing people smirking for thirty minutes straight is creepy , like hellur .
" Oh shit the whole time she was imagining all this ? This is insane ! AHHHHHH" I  screamed loud enough to make a dead person rise up from his grave .
" Hey ! Your parents are going to wake up ! " Henry whispered harshly.
" I am sorry !!! " I said and I think there were tears streaming down my face but I did not feel them unless Henry got up and looked at me and said " sorry " and hugged me .
" I am sorry so much I did not mean it ! " he looked at me and whipped my tears with his thumbs .
" No do not say that you were right I am actual getting emotional so much lately , so it is not your fault ." I said and  tried to get out his embrace but I couldn't. It was mission impossible !
We ended up watching the movie on the same coach while he is hugging me and every five minutes he kisses my head . But I wonder why ? Does he really love me that much ? We basically know  each other for year or may be less .
All these questions were in my head the whole entire time .
" Summer what are you thinking about ? " he broke the silence." Don't say that you are thinking about us , I mean me and you "
" Got me. Yep. But really what about us ! What are we now ?" I asked but fear was in my eyes .
"Do not think about it now ! Okay we are ... We are friends and we will see what will happen later. Do not worry about it now " He said holding both of hands .
"Do not worry I will never touch you , never ever . I know you Summer. I know you well enough. Me hurting you is like a sin to me ." he said and I was surprised . I have never met a person before that knew me in that way , I feel special and save around him now , may be I am over reacting or thinking so fast .
"Henry I am so grateful to have you in my life ! " I said but no words really can  describe my feelings .
Okay now the movie ended and I was really shocked about what happened in the movie which was The Nun .
I looked back it is 12 pm , probably my brother Jake is going to wake up now because he works in a factory all day and God only knows how suffers a lot .  When He is back home he eats , showers and sleeps without thinking , so when he gets up he eats and drinks water or coffee , and sometimes he smokes like one cigarette or more so yep .
" Henry you look so tired , you should sleep "
" okay give me blankets and pillows , wait where I am going to sleep ?" He asked .
To be honest with guys I whish he can sleep in my room but on the sofa cause like hahaha I do not allow anybody to sleep with me . It is a sin besides my dad will kill me or us !
" Um you can sleep here like on that sofa over there it can be opened like a bed " I said kindly .
"Well I guess then ... Good night ! " then he said " Do you have any charger cause my phone's battery is about to die " .
" Oh yeah sure , oh you can take this one it is for my dad but you can use it " I said and gave the charger.
" Good night Henry "
"Nighty Summer "
I looked around and checked if there is anything not in its space because I don't want to wake on my mother's voice shouting and yelling , " Hey wake up ! Why you didn't you clean these and those and bla bla " like no. No baby no .
" Are you scared to go in to your room " he smirked .
" No I was checking up on every single thing if it is in its right place !" I said not looking at him .
" Aha okay sweet dream Darling , don't let the bed bugs bite you !" He said smiling , but in a creepy way . Even though I have feelings for him but I am slowly regretting it .
" Why the hell are you being creepy as hell ? Jesus boy "
I left him because I can not handle any more I want to sleep for eternities .
Oh Jake's door is opening slowly so ran faster to my room and jumped like a grasshopper on the bed and covered my self with the blanket. And closed my eyes .
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" Oh God he is not breathing , his heart stopped "
" Try again now , One , Two,Three " I said harshly .
Then silence , nothing but silence , tears are falling down , blood is every where and covering my hands .
Why ? Why me ? It is all my fault ! Stupid , you stupid little ...
" Summer " he is not stopping saying my name .
" Summer "
" Summer "
"Summer" he shouted .
I woke up and my dad is standing and looking at me .
I found myself covered with tears , I was crying the whole time ? Dang it ! But it felt so  good .
" I found you sobbing , these bad dreams are making you very sick and tired , wanna talk about it ?" Baba asked .
" I ... I want to... Baba I am so scared. I want ...." Then he cut by hugging me so tight I safe is the only word that can describe my feelings and emotions now.
" I am still scared , It is all my fault if I made sure not to go alone to  the park that day he would have been   alive !!!" I sobbed .
"Oh Lord have  Mercy you did not know that he ran away stop it . It has been three years Summer for God's sake come on , you know that" Baba said with a very low voice so no one can hear our conversation .
And I was surprised , it is the first time that my dad said all of this in one time , I still remember that day , every one was speechless , drowned in an ocean of sadness,anger...
It is was the most bad day in my whole life .