So I woke up and planned on visiting our new house, but since I didn't sleep much last night, I felt kinda sleepy. My mom went shopping and told me not to sleep because we were going to the new house, guess what, I fell asleep. I woke up and saw that I missed a call from my mom, knowing that I fell asleep she probably already went to the new house, and I was right. I'm insane for being sad for bit going when it was my damn fault that I fell asleep. UGH!! WHY MUST I BE THUS WAY!!!
I'm starving, like I haven't even eaten breakfast yet and it's already 1:30. My mom came back from the new house and keeps telling me to go eat but my stubborn ads won't go eat even if I keep saying that I'm hungry. This is so stupid, why am I like this. Like, I want to eat because I'm really, REALLY hungry, but my brain doesn't want to just get up and go eat. My brain is fighting with my heart (I think). UGH!! I'M SO HUNGRY!!!
Anyways, I have nothing else to say except that I don't like the way I'm acting and stuff. I want to change my behaviour and attitude. I feel like I need to go to a mental hospital or something. They still won't probably know wtf is wrong with me though.
Well, that's it for today, just very problematic and emotional even if I'm not on my period. Probably bipolar tho. Kay, bye people. (Nobody will probably be reading this anyways)
