So.....
I'm mad at myself.
I am, once again, gonna tell wattpad how messed up I am.
Once upon a time.....
There was a fucking annoying ass girl with an annoying ass life.
She thought "voice out your opinion" was a good thing.... but only to some people.
She said, out loud, what she thought about every topic/subject that one speaks but those other people think she's rude, bastos, and so many more.
It went like this every single day and she hates herself even more.
How is she suppose to "change for the better" when every change she makes just worsten(?) her attitude, mental/physical health and her self-hatred.
I can't say exactly how I feel because Idk what it's called but I just had a fight with my mom.
I want to cry but I can't cause there's people and they're gonna think I'm even crazier than they already think I am.
I want to go to college far far away from everyone and just cut connections with everyone.
I need to sort my self/life out. I just want someone who I can talk to, trust, stay with me, not judge me, understand me, and not judge and stay with me even if they've seen the worst of the worst in me.
Literally thanking wattpad for listening to me is a proof that I'm not in a good mental condition.
