So it's been a while but my life has been going better than before. I have nothing to report really. All I can say is that I'm doing this thing called affirmations and it's been making me feel better, confident I don't know just- I just feel nice. I don't feel as depressed as before so that's good. I've been looking or technically watching out for my friends or 'friends'. I still have trust issues but that's not my main concern right now. I have friends, it's just that sometimes my anxiety takes over and think of the worst things about them. I don't mean to but it's just a part of me, all of the things that hurt me is a part of me. I can't can rid of them, I just try to make it less worse than it is but I know it'll never leave me. I have no friends to talk to about it, I don't even trust any of my close friends. Not even my family. Anyways that was kinda all, the same thing over and over again but I think I'm getting better which is good.
Thank you for listening!
