If she loves me, why would she come home with hickeys,
She thinks I wouldn't notice, well obviously I'm not a fucken dumbass,
Omg and the way she tried to cover it with make up makes me sick, why would she try hide it, when she could've just told me the truth,
Billie: y/n
She said catching my attention from the hate and anger I feel towards her
Me: mhm
I said looking away from her,
She ran her hand up my thigh thinking I was gonna agree with what she was doing,
I pushed her hand off me,
Still not looking at her,
She gave me a confused look,
Me: don't even give me that look,
I said angrily
She rolled her eyes and got up walking out of the room,
Then I went to sleep,
~ 4:00am ~
I heard her come in the smell of alcohol filled the room,
She laid down and fell asleep,
~ 20 minutes later ~
I got up grabbed some clothes and my tooth brush and everything I needed to wash for the morning and went to the spear room locking the door behind me,
I laid down under the comfy blankets and went back to sleep,
~ next morning ~
I got up and went to the bathroom that was also linked to the room,
I cleaned my face and had a shower and continued with my morning routine,
Then I heard the door handle twist but I locked it so I didn't really care,
I heard knocking and you already know who it was,
Billie: y/n come out please baby,
Me: no
Billie: I can fix this I promise,
Me: fuck you Eilish I'm sick of your games, go back to your whore,
Billie: open the FUCKEN DOOR!
She said banging on it,
I put my airpods into my ears and played loud music to block her out,
I looked at the window and remembered how close to the ground it was,
You can jump out and close it behind you,
And me being a Savage that's exactly what I did,
I got in my car and drove away,
I felt bad but she should be the one feeling bad for cheating on me,
~ 3 hours later ~
I came home from idk entertaining myself and I just had to get away for a few hours,
I snuck back into the room And laid down on the bed just thinking,
Then I heard a knock at the door
Billie: y/n you've been ignoring me all day
This bitch had no idea
But...I do kind of miss her
Billie: y/n
She said softly
Ahhh always gets me
