Billies POV
We got to the hotel
Me: baby I'm gonna go get something to eat are you coming
Billie: nah I'm gonna stay here
Me: you okay?
Billie: yeah I'm just feeling a lil tired
Me: okay baby you get some rest and I'll be back soon
She pecked my lips
I smiled and laid down on the bed
Me: bye baby I love you
I gulped
Billie: bye I love you too
Once she left I felt tears form in my eyes
I needed to cry
I cried so hard I could hardly breathe
~20 minutes later~
(a/n: if yall don't want me to write this tell me please and I'll delete this chapter)
I looked up at the window and slowly got up walking over to it
I opened it and looked down the tall building
I felt more tears stream down my face
Y/ns voice roamed around in my head
"bye baby I love you"
Billie: fuck this, fuck life!
I cried
I wanna jump
I'm gonna jump
And no one's here to stop me
Y/ns POV
I got back to the room
I slowly opened the door being as quiet as I can
"fuck this, fuck life"
I heard her yell
I gulped as I seen her by the window
I ran over to her pulling her away from the window
She got back up and went towards the window again
I pushed her back down getting on top of her
I held her hands down
I felt a tear stream down my face
Billie: get Tf off me!!
She screamed
My heart was beating really fast
Me: billie
She cried
Billie: let me go!
She tried to push me off her
She looked at me and just balled her eyes out
Me: billie
I said softly as tears formed in my eyes
She calmed down
Billie: I don't wanna be here anymore
Billie: I wanna die
Me: no baby you don't
She sobbed
Billie: I do
She looked away from me as more tears formed in her eyes
Billie: I hate it here
Me: I do too
Billie: I can't do this anymore
