Tale Of The Moon Sorceress (Fairy Tail X Naruto X Oc) Discontinued

4: the pain of the undying memory

Sorry for any kind of grammatical errors and misspelled words cause like i said I'm not naturally inclined to it.

I don't own anything except the plot twists and my oc

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Luna's POV

Watching my own memories was not really the best idea I had and have ever made. It only refreshed all the things I wanted to forget. The pain I felt; as my heart was squeezed by the reality, the guilt; for the fact that she took the hit for me , the sorrowful feeling; the anguish that I forgotten after I lost the first person who took care of me. Everything.

I still remembered the way Lucy looked when she was pierced by that damn sharp blade. How her blood trail on the edge and dripped down at the cold ground. How she looked so happy even the wound it inflicted pained her when her eyes shows only hope.

I hate it. I hate it when the time that time seem to stop.

That moment, I felt the hatred almost all of the bad man felt. And now I know how most of the villains felt.

when I was supposed to be the one who died and She was the one who supposed to be alive and well, not me. She was supposed be the one having her life living to the fullest - building a new life with natsu - having children of her own - enjoy her life until she gave her one last drop of love to others.

And I was happy enough that she took me in and I would gladly give my life to her but fate was against it.

Slowly, tears trickled down my face, damping my cheeks with wetness. I find it quite ironic cause I am only crying now and not the other times I'm with them. I lifted my hands to my face, Trying to wipe my tears away and to disregard all of my feelings. Then I noticed that I began to sped up my trances when my tears didn't stop like I want them to.

It seems like my heart was crying when it can no longer bear the pain anymore. I found myself running afterwards with all the rushing and how my hair dance on the wind. I just want to stop them but why won't they listen to me?

Emotions rolling all over my eyes and entire body. I forgot how much I was broken until I saw my own memories.

I went on a clearing - away from any people - so that I can release the agitation and frustration that's nerving me. I don't want to cause any ruckus and to start any of them some hard time controlling my temper.

As soon as I arrived, I immediately punched the ground hard. It easily broke like a piece of thin twig and created a dent, that alone; lifted a weigh on my shoulder. My mind clouded with anger, sorrow and sadness that overcast my mind, loosing my judgement.

"Agrrrhhh!!"

I let out a pained cry. A cry to let out my agitation on my well being. I also took down some trees and punched it, kicked it or smashed it. I don't really care.

I fell on my knees, small amount of sand flew around me, some of my strands of hair sticking on my face and skin that is wet for all the perspiration, my breath uneven, My eyes stung from all the salt tears it released.

"Why? Why do I have to be the one?" I asked myself. I looked at the moon above. The visual representation of my magic. More flashbacks came as I tightly clenched my fists and gritted my teeth,

"see Luna, you should always smile" the younger me then grinned for the remark.

"You know not many people can survive that" she said when the sparring session between me and Erza was finished.