to oneself

have you ever thought about yourself

Have you ever wondered about how you got there, how you went so far, so fast in this thing that's called life? Have you ever wondered how the sunburns on your skin would feel on mine? Have you ever asked yourself about why you got you father's eyes, your mom's pretty hands, your neighbor's shitty personnality? Have you ever wondered about the way I'd feel if I ever fell in love so hard with you that I'd get hurt everytime that I hear your name when you first told me that the sky was in fire ? Have you ever had a question that makes you dance all your soul because you can't stand the answer? Have you ever been caught while staring at someone's eyes, looking up at the sky and seeing nothing but the moon? Have you ever got so high that you were feeling as if I was beside you on your bed, laughing with you? I think that I miss you this much and I hope you can remember all the times I told you that I loved you. I hope you'll never feel as lonely as I'm feeling right now. I hope you're okay since you closed that door behind you.