Phils pov
Three weeks from then, I sit at my computer, scrolling through hate mail. Most of it is calling me gay. Finally picked up on it, haven't they, smart little bastards.
I've had a crush on Dan since 2009, which is why it probably hurt so much for him to find out about me cutting. The disappointment in his eyes...
Dan walks in angry, back from the store. "What's wrong?" I ask.
"Just some bitch of a cashier telling me my new credit card wouldn't work and not having any cash!" He says quite loudly.
"Hey, calm down, Danosaur," I say softly.
"Don't tell me to calm down! I'm going to Dublin tomorrow for a meet-up and I don't have any fucking cash!" He shouts.
"Dan, get a hold on yourself!"
"Get a hold on yourself, SCISSOR-HANDS!"
Ouch.
There's a moment of silence before Dan realizes what he's done. A flush creeps up his neck. "I'm leaving," He says, turning and walking back out the door.
"No!" I scream to the closing door. "No...! Don't... don't leave... leave me... I love you..." I repeat over and over again, slowly sliding to the floor. I stand again and run to my bedroom, skidding on the tile. I slide open my drawer once I'm in my bedroom, searching for the blue box. I can't find it!
No, wait, this is much worse than that. I sprint back to the door, reaching for my coat before remembering I won't need it. Wait, hold on.. I dash back to my bedroom, grabbing a piece of paper and a pen, writing quickly. I fold it up and run out the door onto the busy street.
VOUS LISEZ
Take Me Away
Fanfic'Phil is ugly' 'Phil is so immature' 'No one likes Phil' 'Phil should just kill himself' Everyone always says these things, they're all over Phil's dashboard on Tumblr. All he ever sees anymore is hate, and he can't take it. {trigger warning: if you...
