fallin all in you

ellie and shawn's messages

shawn mendes
you're unbelievable ellie wilson

ellie
what are you talking about?

shawn mendes
you're in a relationship now?

ellie
and that's a problem why?

shawn mendes
in case you forgot, less than a month ago we
poured our hearts out to each other and realized
that we still need and love each other so please
explain to me how the fuck you can be in a
relationship after that

ellie
shawn, we never said we were going to get
back together. i told you i forgave you and made
it clear that yes, i still love you but i can't and i
won't put myself through that again. you broke
my heart like it was a game to you. we had a child
and if nothing else could've made you love me,
that should have been the one thing that did.
you had your chance to move on and i'm sorry it didn't work but now it's my turn. let me have mine

shawn mendes
did you mean anything you said over those texts?

ellie
yes, i meant every word. why would you even question that?

shawn mendes
because i meant every word i said. i won't be with anyone else other than you. i can't love another girl when my heart and mind is still determined to love YOU. i don't care ellie. i will wait however long it takes until you realize that you're still madly in love with me and no one else can give you what i can.
but if you're happy with neels then stay with him. but i promise you he will never love you like i can. and i don't mean that in only one way.

ellie
what do you mean then shawn?

shawn mendes
does he make you shiver when he touches you?
does he make you gasp for air when you're under him? does he make you shake uncontrollably because you can't take anymore? does he push you up against the door and leave you speechless? does he undress you with his eyes? does he trace every curve of your body with his fingertips? does he admire the way you move your body when you're tipsy? he doesn't make you feel the things i did ellie and i think we both know that.

ellie
seen

shawn mendes
you know i'm right. if you change your mind, you have my number. i love you el, hate me or not.