Wanting his love (Waterloo road)

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Olivia sat in the living room  and sighed as she ran her hands through her hair and looked to Tom who smiled to her. Olivia knee that it wasn't easy with tom and that they had never been easy. She ran a hand through her hair and looked to him and smiled "why did you leave" he said as she looked to him and smiled and sighed "you broke my heart, I asked you to fight for me tom and you didn't. I asked you to fight for me and lily and you couldn't, I was heartbroken and I had no choice. I couldn't sit around and act as if you didn't hurt me, it's all that you did and I hate you for it. You treated me like I was nothing and not the girl that you had an affair with. I loved you and you did it to me" Olivia said as he took a hold of her hand and smiled.

"I'm sorry, I really am but I want to be there for you and for lily. I want to be her father please" he said as Olivia stood up and sighed as she ran a hand through her hair and sighed as she looked to him and smiled "i missed you" tom said as he stood up and stood between her. Olivia bite her lip and sighed. She could feel his breathe in her neck as she closed her eyes. Olivia was fighting the urge to turn around and kiss him. She knew that she was still in love with him but she also knew what they had was toxic and she couldn't go there again as it killed her. She turned to face and smiled "you did" "I really did, your amazing" he said as Olivia looked to him and smiled. She was scared and didn't know what to do.

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Olivia smiled as Charlee walked in just as she lay lily down "hey" Charlee said as Olivia looked to her sister and smiled "hey" Olivia said as Charlee walked over and sat next to her. She looked to lily and smiled "she looks like tom" Charlee said as lily smiled "she does" "I heard him came around before is everything okay" Charlee asked as Olivia looked to her and smiled "I don't know, I just don't know what to do" she said as Charlee placed a hand on top of hers and smiled "yeah you do, you'll do the right thing like you always do but it's about you and lily. Don't let him hurt you again, don't let him hurt her" Charlee said as Olivia looked to her and smiled "when did you get so wise" "about the same time I got pregnant" Charlee said as Olivia looked to her and smiled.

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Olivia walked into the school and smiled as she looked to tom "if you want to be involved with lily I am not going to stop you but you and I can't happen and you know hat it can't. We need to be friends for lily" Olivia said as Tom placed a hand on her cheek and nodded "friends" he said as they looked to each other and smiled. But low long could they stay friends for?