Wanting his love (Waterloo road)

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Charlee walked into the kitchen and smiled as she saw Olivia as she sat feeding lily. Charlee looked to her sister and smiled "so can we talk?" Charlee asked as Olivia looked to her sister and sighed. Olivia knew what Charlee  was wanting to talk over. Tom. "Do we have to?" Olivia asked as Charlee nodded "yeah, we do as I know how much heart break that you have been through when it comes to Tom Clarkson and I know it isn't easy especially when he is Lily's dad but I don't want to see you how you were before. The last thing that I want is for you to end up hurt. Your my sister and I lost you for a while and I don't want that to happen again" Charlee said as Olivia looked to her and sighed. Olivia knew Charlee was right and that Tom had put her through so much in the past.

"I know that your still sleeping with him but let me ask you this. Are you still in love with him?" Charlee asked as Olivia looked to her and sighed knowing that she was asking her the question that she was dreading. Olivia knew that the last thing that she wanted was for her heart to be broken again "I am" Olivia said as Charlee looked to her and smiled "It's a mess liv and you need to work out what you want. Is it him and what you have now or to be happy as if he can't give you all then he shouldn't just be using you for sex" Charlee said as Olivia smiled. She knew that her sister was right and that she deserved more but Olivia knew that she was scared that she would loose Tom completely and she was ready for that

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Olivia got to work and stood in the staffroom. All that she could think about was what Charlee said and how Tom would end up hurting her again and how He was using her for sex. She just didn't know what to do. Tom walked into the staffroom and walked over to her and frowned. He could tell that she was off and he was worried. Steph walked out off the room leaving it just the two of them "so are you going to tell me what's going on" he asked as she ran a hand through her hair "I love you Tom and it's all a mess as deep down I'm scared that what we have now won't be enough and I'm scared that you don't love me how I love you" Olivia said as a tear rolled down her face as Tom looked to her and smiled. He didn't know what to say. He didn't know how he felt

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Tom sat in his classroom and sighed as Charlee walked in and looked to him "I came to warn you not to break Olivia's heart again. You have already done it once before and you know how she feels so decide if you want her or not as you'd be lucky to have her" Charlee said before she walked off as Tom sighed to himself not knowing if he could open himself up to love again