We Need To Talk - Gawsten [probably]

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I sat in the corner talking with her. It's been a long time since I've been able to. "I'll miss you," I spoke putting my hand on her head. She made a soft meow and purred against my hand. This almost made my tail twitch.
Control yourself.
They catch you they'll take you away again.
I reminded myself.

I shook my head. Trying not to think about it further. I made sure my beanie was on fine. Holding my poof that is my hair. No really, its fluffy. The kitten jumped up onto my bed. Someone was coming. I could hear it. Two someone's. Its time for my kitten to leave. The calico jumped up into my window and jumped out before the door could open. Goodbye Pistol I thought to myself. That's the calicos name.

There was a knock at the door. "Otto?" Ms. Williams called.

"Yeah?" I called back, looking to the door as it opened. Ms. Williams stepped in.

"Their here," she spoke with a small smile. By they I'd assume its the my parents. Y e p. The my parents. Good going Otto. I scolded my thoughts. I stood up from the corner of the room, grabbing my black bag with what I came here with. I'm not a runaway or an orphan exactly. Disbite the fact I'm in this place and I've been threw Forster care. This is different I guess.

I was never supposed to happen this way. But because of what happened, I am this way. A hybrid. I'm happy and anxious to be going to a new school. No one will know who or what I am. No one will. No more. Then I can fix myself! I won't have to be this- wrong. Anymore. And my birth parents won't have to think about the fact that they gave birth to a messed up son.

I walked out of the room with Ms. Williams. "If anything happens or if they scare you, let me know and I can get everything fixed okay?" She told. We were away from them. Too far for them to hear. I nodded. That's something that happened in foster care as well, I've been very badly treated as she has said. The others say I deserve it to what I am. I don't know who to believe.

Soon the two guys came into view. The shorter one has light blue hair, a pink hoodie, black jeans and black spooky boots. That's Awsten. The other one had brown hair that sightly spiked to one side. Going no lower then the side of his face. He was in a black shirt, jeans and normal black and white 'converse'. Did I day that right ?? Well that's Geoff. I looked back up at Ms. Williams. She put her hand on my head and gave me a reassuring smile. I walked with her until we got to them. Then I stood next to her.
I may be a teenager but I'm still really shy about people. They scare me too much. Ms. Williams put her hand lightly on my back. I didn't tense or anything. I trust her. "Hi Otto," Awsten smiled. I gave a shy wave. I've met them before I'm just not over the top like other are. Everyone else is always like 'look at me! Look at me! I'm adopted and your not!' I don't like those people. Their mean.

"Everything is all taken care of, you guys are free to go," she smiled.

"Thank you," Geoff smiled back. I felt like I was being stared at but I didn't dare look at the other kids.

"Common kiddo," Awsten smiled. I took one last look at Ms. Williams before following my new dads to their car.

"How was the last few days at that school?" Geoff asked.

"It was okay," I tried to speak.

"You scared to go to a new one?" Awsten asked as we arrived to the car. Geoff was at the driver door, Awsten at passenger, I at the back.

"I guess," I spoke getting in the Car after them. Manors I've been taught.

"Do you want us to stop asking?" Geoff questioned turning on the car. I didn't respond. This gave me a lot of anxiety to not say anything but I can't tell them I want the conversation about school to be over when I'm not allowed to have an opinion. My ears twitched under the beanie.  "Let's drop it," Geoff answered for me.

"O-okay," I spoke quietly. I got this weird feeling about Awsten. One of those feelings I had while at the clinic. I tried to shake it off but it wouldn't.

"When we get home, we can show you around the house, get the new school figured out then we can go get food and relax at home, how's that sound?" Awsten asked. All I did was nod. J didn't know which name I'm supossed to call them. Whether by their last or by sir, or my least favorite, master. It sounds so dirty and disgusting. I hate it. I know some of my foster people got off to a small inu boy calling them m a s t e r. Disgusting. I felt my ears pinned in my hair thinking about it. I tried to brush that off as well. God I had to stay with so many pedos. Bleh.

Soon the car slowed. We came up to a two story gray house. I looked st it from in the car until they pulled into the garage. The space was clean. Very clean. That made me tense and ease at the same time. It stopped and turned off right before the garage door came down. I stayed still until I knew what was needed of me. Awsten opened my door and I stepped out. Awsten led me up to the front door while Geoff unlocked it.

"If you don't feel comfortable with calling us your dads or anything, know that's it'd perfectly okay to call us by our first names, or whatever your comfortable with, okay?" Awsten asked. I nodded slowly.