We Need To Talk - Gawsten [probably]

People

This is Otto's perspective again

Today I'll be meeting some of their friends. I don't remember much about their names though. I know there was a Maxx? A Ryan?? Something, someone and some names.

I'm sitting in my room. Laying on the floor actually. My tail starting to hurt a little from being hidden so long but they can't know. No one can. No more.

"Hey Otto," my pastelic dad called. I got up and walked over yo the edge of the staircase. Looking down to him. "A little after everyone gets here, we're gonna go get some food, I know you don't like eating in front of people, but I don't know what you'll want, you can stay home cause we'll bring it back, but I'm gonna need your order in time, okay?"

I nodded. I flicked my tongue over one of my k9 tooths. Yes. I pronounce it as tooth's. Leave me alone. "Okay," Awsten says softly before taking a step away. "Oh aNd-" he looks back to me. "The friends are coming over and will be here in about 10 minutes. I'd like you to come down and talk but you don't have to, I promise non of them bite," he smiled. I returned it and nodded. "Okay be free child," and so I left. Walking back to my room. I sat on the floor again. Just spacing out.

My mind ached to find a friend to talk to. But I can't. I have to suppress the wrong side of me.
Do it
Talk to them
Mess it up again
They don't care
Your a mess
A loser
A monster

The front door opened. I jumped out of my thoughts and fell onto my back. I sighed at the new pain in parts of my body. My body. It's not my body. It's never been. Always owned by other people. Not even a body. Just some hybrid mess of-

"Otto?" Geoff peered in. "I heard you fall, you okay?" He asked. I nodded getting to my feet. He offered his hand to me. I walked up to him. He softly put his arms around me. I laid my head on his chest. Something about this was nice. I've never felt this with anyone other then Ms. Williams. I placed my hand on his chest as well as my own way of hug. "Is Awsten stressing you out a little?"

I shrugged. "I'm not sure,"

"He's just bubbly and wants to make sure your okay," he explained. I nodded. "I promise all our friends won't hurt you, their all very nice. We wouldn't put ourselves, nor you around anyone who would hurt you," I nodded. For once feeling just kinda- maybe- just possibly-

Safe.

"I'll meet you down when your ready okay?" He asked.

"I can just- go with you now,,?" I questioned.

"If your good for it," he smiled. I nodded. We both soon stepped downstairs. There was five others. I got a weird sense from two of them. One of them with a small fluffy brown fringe, black hoodie, and skinny jeans. The other with blue hair, tight pants, brown boots and blue long sleeve with an hourglass symbol on it.

I looked between the two quickly. They both looked at each other and me. The one with blue hair looked at Geoff then back to his conversation. The one with brown hair made a small move while looking at me, and me looking at him. I noticed he had wings. Pure white. I looked at him in awe. He smiled and looked down for a second.

"I'll be right back," Geoff told me. I nodded up to him as the angel stepped towards me. I looked up at him.

"Hi," he spoke shyly. Was he put into corrections as well ?