Complicated love(fresh sans x reader)

Chapter 9

*Your POV*
For the first time I was scared of what Fresh will do.
He continued looking tensed but he relaxed and smiled again, his happy aura coming back.
"Why would ya think that dudet?"
Now all my anger came back and answered him:
"Oh really?! You think it's normal for friends to kiss but when one of them asked if they love them, they respond with I don't know?!"
He got up and came to me.
"Hey is not a big deal."
"It's not?! So you think my emotions are no big deal?!"
"Hey, it's not lik-"
"Oh really?!"
I took a deep breath and said calmly:
"Look. I want to just know why do you keep doing that. You don't even know how much I like you." I mumbled the last part but I think he heard it.
"Bro, I knew that you like me."
"Then why did you do that? Do you like me back?" I said with a hope that maybe I will get the answer I wanted.
"I have a better idea, let's maybe order some pizza? How does that sound?"
"Stop dodging my question. I'm serious."
There was a long pause but in the mean time I started to study him.
He was taller than me, even taller than a Sans in general. He had some neon clothes, something coming straight from 80's or 90's. It seemed like it fits him very well, making him stand out in a crowd. If he told me he liked me back I can just imagine how he would take my hand and walk around a crowd of people and if we got lost from each other I could have to just look around for his neon clothes or ask a person about a guy in vintage clothes. We could be so happy together. I wouldn't ask for much, I just want his touch and kisses. Imagine me stealing his jacket and wearing it to seduce him.
*Your imagination*
Fresh was looking around for something and I knew what it was. His jacket.
I took it when he was napping on the couch and put it on with some shorts.
I was in our bedroom when he asked me:
"Hey, chica? Have you seen my jacket?"
I go out and came down the hall in it and asked.
"You mean this one?"
He turned to look at me and he blushed.
"Yeah, that one."
"Do you want it back?"
He came up to me and picked me up.  We sat on the sofa, with me in his lap.
"Is unrad to steal things. You know?" He had a smirk on his face.
"But it was comfy and it smelled like you."
I said in an innocent tone. He chuckled.
He pulled me closer and kissed me.
He was gentle as he unzipped his jacket and took it off me. I pulled away and asked expectantly.
"What are you gonna do next?"
"You'll see. Close your eyes."
He said with an suave voice. I closed my eyes and waited. I heard some shuffling then Fresh told me to look now.
He was wearing his jacket again. I looked with a blank stare at him to process and yelled.
"You meanie! You took it back!"
He started laughing then kissed both my cheeks then my nose.
"Not fair."
I cross my hand like a kid who didn't get what he wanted witch wasn't that far off.
"Come on, don't be mad. I'll get you ice cream if you smile for me."
I looked at him for a second then smiled and said.
"Yeah!"
*Your POV*
I was woken up from my fantasy by Fresh. He was looking confused at me.
"Fresh. I just want to know how you feel about me. Is that so hard to do?"
He looked at me, void of every emotion and said:
"No"
My heart dropped. He wasn't serious, is he?!
"What?! And all that things?"
"I think it's time to leave."
As he was reaching the door I run and hugged him.
"Please, don't."
He was tensed. I knew he felt uncomfortable so I pulled away. He turned to look at me.
"Let's go in the kitchen. I'll make some tea then we will talk about this."
He said nothing but nodded.
In the kitchen, Fresh was sitting at the table and here I was standing at the counter with my back at him. Just imagining a scenario made me blush.
*Your imagination*
I was preparing dinner in the kitchen.
Nothing special, just spaghetti because it was my favourite food and Fresh didn't have a problem with that. Plus I promised I'll make him pizza tomorrow.
As I was chopping the vegetables for the sos when I felt two bony hands wrapping around me.
"Fresh, what are you doing? The food is far from done."
"Can't a guy get some hugs and kisses from his girlfriend."
"No, my bonefriend. I'm still trying to cook and if I get distracted the food will never taste great."
He chuckled at the pun witch lightened my mood.
I turned to face him. When I was face to face with him, he started kissing me and being to weak for his charm I kissed back. As we pulled away I said:
"No pizza for you tomorrow, sir."
He had a devastated face witch made me laugh.
"Please don't do this to me dudette. We are homeies, more than that."
I laughed harder and kissed his cheeks.
"You really like pizza, don't you?"
"Of course."
"More than you like me?"
I asked with a puppy eyes.
"Of course I love pizza more than you. Know your limits."
We stared at each other but cracked up laughing anyway.
"But seriously I love you."
I smiled and said:
"Then go and play or something and let me finish, ok?"
He kissed my forehead and left.
*Your POV*
I heard the pot boiling so I turn it off and put the water in the cups. The first thing I say to brake the ice was:
"One cube or two."
He laughed.
"That is all you have?"
I turned to look at him  then walked to put the smoking hot cups on the table.
"Yeah. It's very hard to say something when you just straight up rejected me."
Now I was sitting down looking at the mug.
"It's not like that. It's just..."
"It's just what? Am I just a toy?"
He looked tensed but not even a single emotion showing.
"No but it's hard. I never thought that someone would like me."
"Why wouldn't someone like you?"
Now I was looking at him, very confused.
"If you haven't seen already. The others don't really like me."
"But why would you do that?"
"Not gonna lie, I really had fun seeing you after every kiss."
"But you don't like me."
He looked at the side and asked me:
"You don't know why they hate me?"
"No, why?" I asked hesitantly.
"Well, that's because i am...a parasite."
He said with a dull a voice, very different from his very colourful and happy lingo. A parasite, him?
He stood up and said:
"I'll go now... I'll catch you on the flip side or something..."

I stood were i was for a second then catch up to him and wrapped my arms around him.
"

No, I wanna know. What's with the parasite things?"
"I said already to much."
I tightened my grip on him to make sure that he won't go anywhere.
"Please, Fresh, if you care for me you will tell me."
"That's the point! don't care about anyone else but me!"
"Explain."
"Let's go to the couch then I'll explain."
"Ok but I won't stop holding you. I won't risk you trying to escape."
So that's what we did, he was on the couch with me in his lap facing him.
"Now, do it."
He sighed.
"I'm really a parasite like I told you. To survive I live in a host, for example a Sans. I stay there and feed of his soul and when I'm done I went to another. But because I'm just a parasite I don't have emotions. No love, no happy, no sad or guilty."
"So you put a facade?"
"Yeah. I do it to be more approachable and I think you already know about the Sans incident."
"What's with that?"
"I was the one threatening you and him."
In that moment I jump up a little in his lap then said:
"You were going to use me too as a host?!"
"Basically, yeah..."
We stayed in silence until I asked:
"What are we gonna do now?"
He looked at me and answered:
"What do you want to do?"
"I would want you to like me back."
"But I can't feel."
"You don't have to do that. You can just let me love you and you just be ok with that and to not use me as a host."
I put my cheek against his chest and waited. He glanced at me then at a random place.
"Ok... I'm gonna do it."
I smiled gently at him and catch his bony cheeks in my hands to look at him.
"I'm glad. Together we will try to work it out."
He leaned closer to me and knowing were this was going I leaned as well.
We met in the middle. This was more gentle than the other ones. It felt amazing and if I could change the form of my eyes I'd say it would be hearts.
We pulled away, me more breathless than him.
"This is gonna be really something."
♡Now that I'm done with my important exams, I can post more often. 1623 words♡