Complicated love(fresh sans x reader)

Chapter 10

*Your POV*
I woke up the next morning with some arms wrapped around me.
Fresh was hugging me while we were sleeping.
I think my face was beating a strawberry at how red I was.
I was facing him so I could look at him. When I looked up, I saw that he was still wearing his trademark glasses. Maybe he forgot to take them off.
I smiled knowing that maybe I can wake up to this every day. I kissed his cheek but because it seems he is a light sleeper, he woke up at the light touch of my lips on his cheek bone.
"Good morning, home slice."
I gave him a gentle smile and responded:
"Morning, my bonefriend."
He looked at me for a moment to process the sentence then started laughing.
"I see that Sans's sense of humor rubbed on you."
I giggled
"Maybe."
We sat up on the couch and stayed in silence until I couldn't help myself but ask:
"We are now a couple?"
Silence...
"Only if you want to... the only thing you have to agree with is that you won't try to use me as a host."
He looked at me.
"Doesn't seems like I get anything out of this."
"I know but you don't have to do the work. You don't need to buy me things or take me to dates."
I said with a hopeful tone in my voice.
He stayed quiet for a minute to think, I guess and as the silence continued to dominate the atmosphere, I felt kinda scared. Even though we talked about this the night before I still wanted a confirmation in case that he changed his mind. He looked at me and said:
"Ok. I have nothing to lose."
I looked so happy that I tackled him on the couch and hugged him tightly.
"You don't know how scared I was that you would refuse."
I looked at him from his chest. He was staring at me with a trademark smile, specific for Sanses.
"Can I kiss you?"
I asked out of nowhere.
Fresh's face looked a little surprised but responded:
"Sure, that's what couples do, right?"
My blush was redder than ever before. I kissed him. He kissed back as his hand went on the little of my back.
This kiss felt more special than my first one. This one was full of love, even though he doesn't have feelings.
I pulled away and looked at him. He seemed to be in a trance.
"Fresh?"
He nodded, never looking at me.
"Are you ok? Did I went to far?"
"No, is ok, home slice."
I smiled gently and put all my weight on him.
"I didn't know that being in a relationship is so tiring."
He laughed at my comment.
"But it's worth the energy, I suppose."
For the next hour me and Fresh were just lazing around.
"I have a question."
He hummed to signal that he was listening.
"How does it feel to not belong to some AU or not have a Papyrus?"
"Like nothing. When all you care is to survive is kinda hard to care about not fitting anywhere."
"Oh."
"Ok, but is it true that people have souls?"
"Yeah? You are literally dating a parasite that is in the body of a skeleton. I think this one is not so far fetched."
I couldn't stop myself from laughing at the realisation.
"So, ya want to know more about them, I suppose?"
I nodded my head with a determined expression on my face. Fresh seemed amused about my that.
"Ok, so let's start with the basics. Humans have soul their on special color. Some can have just a solid color or a mix between some."
"What about monsters?"
"They have an upside down soul, they don't have colors. Just plain white."
"Oh... but what is my soul like?"
"Only one way to find out."
I felt weird as a cartoon shaped soul was floating in front of me.
It was a mixed one. The colours were:green, blue and red.
"What do they mean?"
"Green means kindness which is the dominant color. Blue means integrity and red determination."
I awed at the culmination of my being, as I heard people call them.
"Are they fragile?"
"Yeah. That's why you should be careful with that."
"Ok."
I looked at it for a solid 5 minutes and asked:
"Can you put it back?"
"Of course."
And with that, the soul was back in his proper place.
"Thank you."
"For what, chica?"
"For showing it to me."
This was great. Greater than any romance novels I indulged myself.
It felt organic and not forced, like I expected it to be because he was emotionless. But I was wrong, the first time I was happy to be wrong.
"I love you."
I said without expecting for the response because we all knew it wasn't ever coming. Instead I kissed him slightly on his teeth and asked:
"Want to watch a movie here?"
"Of course, brottato chip."
I laughed and reached for the remote.
I put on some comedy that's slightly old so that it will be for his tastes too.
The one movie became two then three and as we watched the movies one after the other, the time flew fast.
And all we done was cuddle and kiss from time to time. Of course, started by me.
It was a little different than what I imagined. I thought it was gonna be some cliche romance. But this turned out differently because he can't feel so we have to see if this works. It's hard to tell what is a good relationship beside the ones I saw in rom coms and romance novels. Didn't help either than I didn't had a relationship before. But let's hope this will turn ok.
On the forth movie I stand up from his lap and asked:
"How about we go for a walk to stretch those stiff bones and magic?"
"Sounds great. Let's go."
♡The chapter is out. I don't know how long it took for this to be done but I've done all i could. I kinda put own little headcannon there, is ok if you don't like it. Word 1045♡