Arrogant asshole

●●Forty two●●

Your pov

Your head was spinning, so full of feelings and and old heart break. The way he stared at you, with those dejected eyes and how hard it was to say you didn't care when Jimin said he loved you, as it was a complete lie.

Ugh you're heart felt like it was floating in reality it took all your strength not to just jump into his arms and tell him that you loved him too, No Y/N

You can't think about that..

How can he say he loved you when he went to go sleep with other girls. Bet they were pretty too...like Olivia, he probably saw her a couple of times. You knew that, you've seen it with your own eyes and needless to say just the memory of it makes your blood boil.

And then he goes as far to claim he loved you? what a fucking joke, you simply don't do that to someone you 'love'.

You have more self-respect than that.

It's safe to say you didn't get that much sleep that night as thoughts of Jimin conflicted you throughout your whole 'sleep'.

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Jin pov

I hung the phone up on Y/N, this is just ridiculous. She can't be using me as an excuse to hurt Jimin....

I mean it kills me to see two of my most cherished people to be like this. How did it get so complicated? I sighed and rolled over in my bed. I mean everything was fine for a while until Jimin left...wait a minute.

That's the source...

Jimin is the source of all this fuckery! All the pain has started from him, this whole spiral of sadness, I simply can't watch him be self destructive, for his sake and Y/N's. Time to cut this off from the main reason for all of this.

I got up from my bed, Namjoon too busy sharing dirty texts with girls to notice...trust me I don't have to see what he's doing to know what he's doing. I just know. It says it all in that half smirk half lip bite thing he does, at this point he should just find a girlfriend honestly.

Bursting into Taehyung and Jimin's room, I saw Tae already sleeping soundly and Jimin deep in thought, clearly kept up by thinking about something..or someone.

Jimin saw me and sat up instantly, obviously confused about the whole situation, as to be fair I don't usually do this.

"Come with me" I said sternly.

"Fuck off Jin" he hissed, his eyebrows furrowed so angrily it was probably giving him old man wrinkles. He should take better care of his skin you know....

"I'm not repeating myself Jimin"

He picked up on the seriousness of my tone and complied, getting up out of bed and following me, down the stairs and out the house and into the street. It was empty now, it was the middle of the night. The yellow street lamps projecting an ugly orange colour onto the concrete, giving it a horrible hue.

"What do you want?" He grumbled, I turned quicky and punched him square in the nose. He didn't see it coming and fell to the floor, clutching his now bloody nose.

"WHAT THE FUCK WAS THAT FOR!?" he screeched in pain, writhing on the floor.

"You're the worst" I said annoyed.

"ME? YOU'RE THE ONE-"

"Shut the fuck up" I cut him off quicky with a kick to the ribs, he gasped but shut up after, holding in his complaints.

"What was that bullshit with leaving and fucking girls?" I asked in an angry and controlled tone, honestly Y/N hearing that made her do sad but this bitch is so dumb he doesn't seem to care.

"Fuck you, I just wanted to get laid!" He wheezed. I growled in annoyance at his reluctance to tell me the truth, I knew he had we lying. Jimin's dumb but not that dumb.

So I squatted down and gripped his hair, pulling him upwards towards me. He griminced in pain as my grip tightened.

"I want you to tell me right now what is going on with you, or I swear I'll make you go back to hospital" I said darkly.

He stayed silent for a moment looking down, avoiding my gaze before opening his mouth to speak.

".... I just love her so much man" He said softly, with a hurt look on his face. It made my stomach turn with sadness watching him be like this.

"So then why would you leave and sleep around?" I asked, completely baffled why would he do that? I mean Jimin isn't that fucked up.

"I lied, I didn't leave to fuck other people, I left because I knew I couldn't make Y/N happy. I always manage to screw it up somehow because I'm a fuck up Jin" He said tears starting to roll down his cheeks.

"Why have you been thinking like this?" I now ask gently, I hate seeing my friend like this..ah it's killing me.

"Well one night at the hospital I got a call from my father, as the hospital contacted him as they didn't know if I would live or not...He told me to visit him. He wanted me back, stuff like that"

"Your dad? He abused you right?"

He nodded wordlessly.

"I told him no and he started calling me worthless, and a screw up....the reason my mum killed herself, I didn't want Y/N to kill herself because of me" He took a Shakey breath in before speaking again. " I visited him once actually when I was away, he didn't even say hello to me. Just comment after comment after comment" he laughed weakly.

"But I mean...it's worth it because Y/N's happy now" He said more tears running and a small smile on his face.

"Bullshit" I mumbled and let go of his head, his face dropping to the floor.

"Y/N is anything but happy, when you were away she cried for days, not leaving her house. Moping about like a ghost with nothing better to do.. because she thought you left because of her" I said a little annoyed. It really hurt to see that man.

He stilled, not saying a word.

"She actually only had life in her soul when you came back, because she was displaying another emotion, other then sadness"

"So I guess I can't even do that right....But she has you now...she doesn't want me. I don't blame her" he mumbled barely above a whisper.

"Dude I'm not with her, she loves you man" I said seriously. He sat up confused, cocking his head at me...

"She loves?...wait no I'll just screw up again"

"Yeah you will but if you actually fucking stay to fix it then it won't be as messed up man" I complained and threw my hands out, trying desperately to explain this to him.

"What do I do Jin?" He said looking at me with intense desperation.

"Stay, and tell her the truth" I said and put a hand on his shoulder. He nodded and dried his tears, wiping the remaining blood from his battered nose.

"Hey and sorry for beating the shit out of you" I apologise and look off to the side maybe I was a little...harsh in my approach.

"No I get it, it had to be done. Thanks for beating some sense into me" he giggled and I laughed and slung my hand round his shoulder.

"Now let's go sort that nose out" I said cheerful and Jimin sighed and smiled.
...I think he's changed now, he's definitely different....all because of Y/N I smile to myself now as I know things between her and Jimin are going to be resolved.

Now everyone can be happy and no more heartbreaks.

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