Arrogant asshole

●●Forty one●●

Jimin pov

Spending time with the boys again has been great, I feel at home again...I feel normal again, well somewhat normal....

I sighed heavily at the thought, Y/N still hates my guts and she has every right to, She doesn't even seem that happy...I should maybe talk to her, maybe, just maybe I have a chance?

"Why did you change your hair?" Taehyung asked me softly, breaking me out of my thoughts. He played with the stands of my hair as he spoke.

To forget I wanted to say, to wash away life before Y/N, she liked my hair blonde she told me so...I couldn't even look in a mirror without being reminded of her and stupidly crying about it.

"I just liked the colour" I shrugged.

"Black looks good on you" He smiled and punched my arm softly. I thanked him and laughed at the gesture, the thoughts of Y/N still nagging me at the back of my mind.

Taehyung then turned around and smiled widely. "Hey sis come join us for spin the bottle" Tae said cheerfully and motioned her to come over.

I didn't even have to turn to feel the burning gaze I was receiving from her. She hates me....and it's my fault. Why isn't she happy? It shouldn't be like this, it's making me feel really bad about leaving. I'm thinking that I should have never left.

"Fine" she said dryly and sat at the opposite end of the circle forming. Jin right next to her, practically on top of her...like she needs a little leg room Jin make some space for her it's not like she's big she can fit. I had to stop my thoughts there, I'm not supposed to care, I've made my bed and I've got to lie in it.

But fuck she looked beautiful...

Her hair falling off her head like a waterfall, her eyes as bright as ever, lips looking like a snack. My heart sped up, I couldn't stop staring at her, I've missed looking at her. Being away has only made me want to be with her more. It's killing me.

She met eyes with me then looked away, completely avoiding any gaze I made with her.

My heart clenches with desire, I want to kiss her, Y/N come here so I can kiss you and never stop. I want her to be out of breath with my kisses, I want her to gasp when she feels me slide my tongue-

"Jimin, you listening?"

"Hah? Sorry??" I asked confused, my thoughts completely off track. Sexual frustration is not fun, it's also incredibly dangerous.

"it's your turn to start" Namjoon said softly, shooting me a knowing face. He could tell where my head was at, what I was thinking...Shit. I just blushed and spun the bottle, avoiding Namjoons grin. It slowed and landed on Hobi...

"Kay boys ask me a question" Hobi giggled, Yoongi's eyes not moving off him at all and their hands intertwined together.

"Are you guys like....a thing now?" I asked curious at the closeness they were sharing.

"oh...I mean...yeah?" Hobi blushed and looked at Yoongi a little hesitant. Yoongi leaned in and stole a kiss from him, Hobi pulled away bashfully, huge smile on his face, covering his mouth with his hand to try to hide it, yoongi looking at him softly, just love in his eyes.

"I guess that's a yes" He smiled and they stared into each other's eyes. We all clapped and cheered to congratulate them. I'm happy for them, However I can't help feel a little jelous, they got to be with each other. I guess love only exsits to people who deserve it and I definitely don't deserve it.

Namjoon then spun the bottle and it landed on me.

"So...you do anything interesting whilst you were away?" He asked raising an eyebrow at me, wanting to know what I got up to.