loona oneshots

kim lip

"your warm touch, your soft voice. i can't fall asleep without you." -twilight

kim lip pov

"jungeun honey, i've gotta get a bunch of things done and i don't know when i'm coming back. it might take the whole night, so sleep without me tonight, okay? love you baby! bye," you told me over the phone without waiting for my response.

i let out a sad sigh. it was going to be a tough night.

it wasn't common of you to work all night, but you've worked without sleeping two days in a row this week.

i swear, i was going to go to your boss and beat him up!

your overworked nights took a toll on you and me too. thankfully, it didn't affect our relationship.

i lost my temper at the absurd hours you worked, but you were able to calm me down somehow.

you did complain to me from time to time, telling me that you didn't like the fact that you couldn't see me due to your job. you were more calm about it though.

i sighed and went from our room to the couch. i turned the t.v. on, even if i knew i wasn't going to watch it.

i just wanted to be with you and give you a hug. i turned my phone on, knowing that our picture together was my lockscreen.

i missed you already.

everytime this happened, i would stay awake for you and then you would scold me for not sleeping. i shouldn't say this, but you looked so cute when you scolded me. maybe i was just going insane... nonsense.

i felt a wave of tiredness hit me. i couldn't just fall asleep right now though. i was in the same position as you right now because i just can't sleep without you.

both of us went through a sleepless night yesterday. you, having work and me, not having you.

when was the last time i cuddled with you? the answer is two days ago, and it was far too long.

i let out a noise of complaint once more. what time was it? around 11:00pm i would say. that was... six more hours that i would have to wait! at least, based on last night.

"what am i supposed to do for six hours? wait? that's so dumb," i muttered.

i know i've done this already several times, but for the second day in a row? now that was too much.

my lips naturally came to a pout and i looked at my phone again. i tried passing time by listening to music while scrolling through instagram, but it was to no avail.

i looked at the time again. 11:11pm.

"i wish for you to come back earlier today," i whispered under my breath.

not that it was going to work, but i've got to make an attempt at least. if this wish really worked, then anything in the world was possible. anything.

but knowing how busy you were, i didn't believe it so much myself.

another song passed, informing me that another three minutes passed. we're getting closer, boys, closer to that sweet 5:00am when you would come back.

song after song, post after post, time passed by. i grew bored of instagram and decided to watch some youtube.

that got boring pretty quickly too. only lasted another hour.

"that 11:11 wish was useless. if only."

i glanced at the clock and it was about 1:00am. only about four more hours. come on, jungeun. you can stay awake. i'll get to see you soon.