The life of an idol (m.y.g)✅

⭐Chapter 4⭐

Y/N POV

If I would have done something that upset him why does he act so cute when he thinks that I'm asleep? His  behavour doesn't make any sense.
After a while of thinking, exhaustion takes me over and I fall asleep.

*the next day*

I wake up earlier than normally when the sun bathes my faces in bright morning light.
Yawning, I sit up on Yoongis black sofa still half asleep.
I get up and stretch my arms into the air before leaving his studio to go to the eating area of our dorm.
As I expected I walk past Jin as I walk through the kitchen.
"Good morning" he chirps, clearly in a good mood today.
"Good morning" I grumble as I pull a chair out and sit down in my usual spot.
"I didn't expect anyone else to be up this early." he mumbles to himself while mixing himself a fruit shake. Yesterdays thougths come rushing back to me as Jin places a glass of orange juice infront of my me.
Should I ask Jin for advice?
He's the oldest, he probably knows what to do in this situation. But if I would ask him he'd also know that I like Yoongi as more than just a friend. As I can't decide Jin's voice brings me back to reality.
"Tell me what's wrong" he says, gently placing his arm around my shoulder.
"Well you remember when I fell alseep on Yoongles shoulder, right?" he nods before I speak again." Well since than he has been really cold to me. But then yesterday I went to his studio to ask him what was wrong, but I lost confidence in asking him right away. So I layed on his couch closing my eyes to relax. When he thought I'm asleep he pecked my forhead and whispered goodnight. I can't seem to figure him out. Can you maybe help me?" I look up to Jin, who's eyes have gone quite wide.
"You really like him, don't you" He says quietly, stating the obvious. I nod as my cheeks turn red.
"That's soo cute" he squels and starts hopping up and down in his seat.
"But I need your advise so please stop fangirling for now" I plead him with my puppy eyes, that I know he can't resist. He goes silent for a moment, probably thinking before answering me.
"I think that Yoongi actually likes you too but you know how bad he is at showing his emotions." He says quietly.
"But this doesn't explain why he's so ignorant towards me the last few weeks" I pout, while staring at the floor. And before Jin can answer me a sleepy Hobi joins us.
So I get up and walk back to my room quietly trying to not wake any more members up. When I close the door behind me careful to not making any noise, Yoongi is still in deep sleep.
He sleeps like a rock as always, curled up into a little ball under the covers, his back facing me.
"What's the deal with you?" I sigh before turning to the wardrobe to get ready for today. Normally it'd be excited for this free time but today it just makes everything worse. When we practice until late in the evening I can just drown in work and fall asleep quickly before I can start thinking about Yoongi. But as I have no work today I'll have to find something else to do that'll distract me...

*the next day*

"Y/N and Yoongi get your lazy buts up now, we don't gave much time left." I wake up from Jin screaming into the room. I grown and sit up already annoyed and not in the mood to stay awake at all. The same expressionless face, Yoongi and I walk into the kitchen eyes still half closed. "If you two want to shower, you'll have to do it now. But the other kids are blocking all the bathrooms available." Jin says while making samdwiches for everbody to eat on their way.
Wait if the others are blocking all the other bathrooms than that means that only the one atrached to your and Yoongis is available. So one shower but 2 people. Does that mean I'll have to shower with Yoongi?! Oh please no.
I look up to him and our eyes meet after again after two weeks of him ignoring me. He gulps and then nods as we walk back to our bedroom both nervous.
He already starts stripping out of his clothes and I turn towards the wall real quick, a blush creeping onto my face.
This can't be true, right?!! We can't just shower together!...