The life of an idol (m.y.g)✅

⭐Chapter 12⭐

Y/N POV

When I wake up from the birds singing in the morning it takes me a while to realize what happened. Holy Caneloni, last night we really did the dirty together! I try to sit up when that his arms are still securly locked aroundy waist, his head laying on my shoulder. His warm breath hits my exposed shoulder reminding that I'm still naked. Why did we even do it? Why was he like this suddenly? I've never seen him like that before. And what does it mean? Maybe it's just a one time thing for him? I turn my head so I can look at his sleeping face, analysing his beautiful features like I've done so many times before. I really hope that this was more than just a one night stand. It only got my feelings for him increasing if that's even possible. I should wake him, we have to be dressed before one of the members sticks their head in and tells us to come eat. They all can't ever find out, never. Oh my lord! Hopefully they were all asleep and didn't hear us! I shake Yoongis shoulder to wake him but he only grunts and continues on with his beauty sleep. I shake him more this now and this time he wakes up, his eyes locking with mine. And I swear there is some kind of glimmer in there that I've never seen before. But I can only see it for a milisecond before he realizes the situation and scoots away from me with wide eyes...
Days and days go by without us speaking a word with each other. There's this awkward atomspere around us the entire time. He ignored me even more eventhough I thought that he couldn't speak less to me. We don't meet eyes anymore and  the other members have started to notice the awkwardness between us. Jin tries to cheer me up even though he doesn't know what I'm so sad over.
Almost a whole month goes by like this until that one day. Yoongi was out to go get groceries but when our dorm door opens there's somebody with him. A particular small, slim girl with innocent looking round eyes and a wicked grin. It's all so familiar that when the girl takes of her balck mask her name hits me like a wall in the face: Kim Airi.
My worst enemy. You know the one I told you about before the one that has gone nuts. We all stare her done, all the hyungs know how much I hate this girl. My eyes fall to Yoongis hand engulfing hers. A tear slips out of my eye before I can hold it back. On one side I'm boiling from anger on the other I just wanna cry forever. He knows that I absoulutely can't stand this woman! He knows what she's done in the past but still he just stands their in our dorm door. Without a word I run of to our bedroom, trowing the door behind me shut with a loud bang and locking it just wanting to be alone right now. With my back against the door I slide down to the wooden floor, tears bluring my vision. He actually just brought home my enemy! Holding her hand like I'm supposed to! Even if he doesn't feel more than friendship towards me just out of respect he shouldn't have brought her here. He knows how she's been to me, how she only used until she got her fame and then throw me in the trash. But I shouldn't sit here crying over my crush, I should out there kick that b*th in the ass. So I gather my bravery, dry of my tears, wait till my eyes are not glossy anymore and my nose doesn't run anymore.
I stand up throw open the door angry, ready to finally kick her dumb ass. I march to the living room, my hands in fists. This traiter is gonna go down like a boat in a storm.