"Twins.... we're having twins! Oh my gosh, Johnny, twins!" I exclaimed.
John smiled. "Yeah, Lilly, instead of one baby, we're having two babies!
He side-hugged me, and I smiled. "John.... what about college? Money? Our... parents? I don't know..."
"About what?" He asked me.
"The babies... John, I'm being serious. We don't have time for this," I said.
The doctor looked at us both. "There is adoption," he suggested.
"No. I want our babies... just... not right now....." I said.
"You have no choice," the doctor said.
"And," John added, "it isn't right now."
"I know that," I said, a bit angry. I want the babies, I do. But... not in the situation, and time, I'm at.
