I have addictive tendencies.
This "addiction" is breaking me. I think.
It's becoming so hard to understand if I'm feeling or not.
What's going on with me.
The only time I can understand my emotions and my feelings is when I'm given my addiction.
It's hurting me. But it's helpful.
I don't want to end it.
I want to use it everyday.
I want it right now.
