Breaking The Time Law For Her✓

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Everyone is looking at her and everyone is busy too much busy to actually see that the groom is already standing behind the curtain.
my mother is really very happy and I look at the bride.

she is not happy . she is just  just normal, her face is not showing any expressions . she is just thinking something deeply .

never knew she looked that sad in the wedding. looks like I was not the only victim she was also the victim.

She Smiles in between but hides it. she is again being very suspicious that is the main reason I don't like her. her behaviour is not stable.

I look at her again and she is now standing peacefully waiting for me to arrive.

after 5 minutes I arrive with utter rudeness. I open the door. Damn. I was embarrassing myself but I didn't even knew.

Like a complete jerk I Rush towards the aisle.

Now now, the wedding place is lit up with Bells and all the ritual stuff my mother likes to do all. I think it's Bulshit but still she does that. I told her to not do that but damn I was really acting like a jerk.

my face goes warm as all the blood Rush towards my face due to all the embarrassment , I wasn't even looking at my relatives. I was so sad ,upset and disappointed with my life. I looked like I was in depression and my mother could see but she was still happy for some reasons. What kind of parent she's ? and my father , he is hopeless in front of my mother . my mother is the head of the family.

That is why you don't have women as a head. everything is getting out of hand I even didn't kiss her in the end of the wedding and father announced us  husband and wife.

I was so rude I wish I could at least make this right . I look at my bride and she was as upset as I was looking . I got no happiness after doing that I was not in my mind I think I should say her sorry because she deserves an apology it was not only me but her too who was victim in this, I can see clearly.

it doesn't even feel like 2 minutes I start to fade away and in the blink of an eye I am back. 

NOW THAT WAS UNBELIEVABLE!!

I WENT THROUGH THE TIME?! I SAW THIS ONLY IN MOVIES.

HOW IN THE FRESH HELL THIS WIERDO LOOKING GUY MADE THIS?!

I see my body, as a whole. Did something happen to me?!

No I'm fine.

I was in utter shock to say anything. I never knew I would have this forbidden experience. Hell even who had ever time traveled?! There is no evidence right now that anybody could do that , but I did!

And hell people  won't believe this shit! They'll think I'm crazy!

No I'm not crazy.

I pinch myself.

This is reality. I've been to my past. What the hell?!

"Hey, how did you like it ?"

Jungle Man says and I am just shocked! he actually created something which has to do  something with time?! No! he actually made me to go to my past?!

Hell no what the fuck just happened I never imagined I would do this!

"What the fuck did you Just create?! does the government knows about it?!''

"I told them but they didn't believe me"
He continues.
"It's way too powerful be destroyed" he whispers to himself.

"Mr. Ryan, my motive is to destroy it but after I have actually done all the search about the time, I want to see what is it all about. the time nobody can explain it. I want to explain it that is why I created this machine . after all my hypothesis I will destroy it and this research is government approved so you don't really have to worry."

I am too shocked to have a conversation. So I just nod. What are the side effects? What if it affects me in a wrong way? I just fucking time travelled!

What the fuck?!

But , now that it's done,
I just think that disturbing your past is very annatural thing. I don't  want to use it in a wrong way but I would like to get some questions out of it....

I go back home and in that evening I am slightly in a better mood. so I just enter my apartment in a silent corridor. no smell of any cake or any sound of movement comes. I am afraid she did something to her self.

as I go inside my apartment a rush towards  every room and look at her she is standing on the balcony of our  Apartment. she is looking silently out from the building to the going and coming cars and their beautiful lights as it is already 8:00 p.m.

''Hey are you alright?" I ask she doesn't turn but she just nodes her head

suddenly I remember the words I told her yesterday that I cannot love her and all that stuff I shouldn't be saying . I wish I could correct the past but I cannot even though I have time machine but that's not right . and I cannot do anything it's against the nature I just can make sure that in the future I do everything right and not embarrass myself due to my ignorance and arrogance.

''I'm sorry about yesterday I was in a bad mood"

"Yeah I am punching bag for people already I have habit of taking the L"

"I am sorry" I say again.

I don't think so she will  reply back . now this gets me on my nerves I am being nice to her, the least she can do is be nice to me back but she is not  understanding that I am ready to at least support her as a friend but she is not giving me the chance.

"Excuse me are you saying that to me ?" I say
"you should respect me and I am making right choices now you should atleast support it" I say in a bit frustration And She Smiles the hell she is creepy.

"and what should I respect you for? you are not my husband "

and this makes me angry to no limit . I take  a step close to her but she doesn't have any way to escape so I just grab her wrist and she looks into my eyes with same anger.

"You are fucking living in my house! you do not dare to talk to me like that again"

"Or else what will you do to Me Ryan ?" She says mockingly

"Or else I'll  make sure that you are homeless."
"I am ready to take the worst" she says and that makes me slap across her face. she is one stubborn bitch!

but as soon as I see the red finger marks on her pale white face I regret it.

It's the first time I had hit a woman, that to my wife. I didn't want to do it I don't know what  got into me suddenly? I feel something warm on my cheeks I am crying due to the guilt in my heart .

I actually hurt her physically?! which I never wanted to do.

I just run out from my apartment and I could hear the loud thud she again fell on her knees in sadness and she must be crying.
I know she is crying and she will cry again whole night and I wish I could just hug her and tell her I am sorry I never meant this its not even been 10 minute,s I promised myself that I won't do any act of ignorance again but I did it.