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I avoided you at school.

Whenever I saw you, I turned the other way.

I couldn't face you Jimin

You are pure, and clean

and I have become dirty and tainted.


Eventually I stopped coming to school all together

and you came to my house.

Silly me, forgetting that I had given you the spare key

to my house.


"What's wrong?"

You asked me over and over and over

"Baby, what's wrong, what happened, what did I do?"


You tried to hold me,

and I screamed,

your skin on mine reminding me too much

of that party,

that room.


Your recoiled, looking hurt

and confused,

and I hated myself even more.

I wished that I had never met you,

that we had never fallen in love,

so that maybe you wouldn't fall with my into the dark.


In my frenzy,

choking on my tears,

I grabbed the scissors and

chopped of the off the hair 

that you had fallen in love with.  

𝐖𝐇𝐄𝐍 𝐒𝐓𝐀𝐑𝐒 𝐃𝐈𝐄, park jimin ✓Where stories live. Discover now