Vulnerable

V2:THE SIT DOWN

Ari

I was currently deciding on what to where to meet my baby daddy I was having a hard time choosing from being a bad bitch to show what he been missing out on or just being simple and cute 🤔🤔 nah ima show this nigga what he been missing out on ! Since moving out ya girl than lost some of that baby weight I was most def feeling myself after getting dressed in his favorite color 🧡 I decided to head out since the baby was at Ge's mom house I just hopped in my Range Rover headed to the my fav restaurant RUTHS CHRIS

Six in the morning, nigga at my door
I'm tryna figure out what he out that for
Last time i seen him he was talking shit
Found out his new girl can't suck no dick
Hit the intercom I ain't let him in
Pussy nigga lucky I ain't fuck his friends
Prolly thought at bitch, Would be down and outTill he seen my riding round in that chromed out BenzSouth Beach nigga you ain't bout that life
You cross that bridge they taking all the ice
You don't want no problems with them boys from the bottom
Strip your ass butt naked and hit the turn pikeYou's a fuck boy, fuck boy
My bitch been said it
That's why I should've let your best friend get it
We went on trips you bought Chanel
But money ain't shit when you soft as hell

I pulled into the parking lot blasting my bitch shit thru the speakers reapplying my lip gloss not even noticing this nigga right at my window I jumped so hard I almost peed on myself ! NIGGA WHY YOU AINT KNOCK ON THE WINDOW just standing there looking like a creep I yelled hitting him with my car door ! Damn baby mama you looking good asf you rocking that orange he said licking his lips NIGGA Come open the door for me so I can eat I got shit to do i said with an attitude I really didn't wanna see his ass but since I'm here I might as well make the best out of it . After being seated I knew by the look on his face this was going to be a deep ass conversation so I ordered me a fruity red sangria and a margarita. So wsp what you wanted to talk about it's been what four months 9days 11 hours 45 minutes and 30 seconds since the last time I saw yo face YEP A BITCH KEEP TRACK 🤷🏽‍♀️

TRAP

Look Ari I know it's been a while but I ain't mean for shit to go down like how shit went I know you don't want to hear it but I'm sorry I was wrong all them times I put my hands on you without an explanation called you all types of names and treated you like shit when you have me my son I was mad at myself from the baby shower and I was taking my angry out on you I apologize Ari please forgive me I miss you my son waking up to a nice home cooked breakfast with a clean house I miss chilling around the house together late night talking random store runs at 3-4 ina morning I just miss everything we use to do and I know I fucked up and you bout don't want shit to do with me but please can I at least see my son .

Before she could respond the waitress came "Are you two ready to order, she asked"
Ari get what you want she had a blank expression on her face I couldn't read but the look in her eyes told it all ,, I couldn't even concentrate ! Uh lemme get a uh .... T-bone steak medium rare, Macaroni in cheese , Collard greens , & Baked candy yams oh and can you bring me out a glass of Hennessy and coke thanks

After the waitress walked away I put my attention back on Ari it was like she wasn't even here her mind was in a different place and that's what scared me the most ! Ari baby did you hear what I said ??

ARI

to be honest I was lost of words this nigga just poured his whole heart out to me I didn't know if I was angry sad happy emotional or if I wanted to kill his ass ! I took a sip of my margarita looking into his eyes I knew he was sincere so I decided To take a different approach with the situation . Trap can I ask you something ? Why did you do it ? He looked confused Do what baby ? Why did you get the girl pregnant why did you take her on a trip when you never took me on a trip ? Why did you not talk to me for four months when I just had yo baby ? Was I that bad of a girlfriend ? Did you not love me enough I could of had all your kids I would of loved to go on a trip with the man I was deeply in love with I was willing to work things out with you i didn't even notice I was crying till he leaned over from his side of the table to dry my tears I would of loved to try again but to find out the same night I left you had bags packed and a private jet on stand by to take bitch on a trip didn't call text or even check up on me or your newborn son but you could go to the islands ? I paused as I watch the waitress bring out our food I ordered a T-bone steak curry chicken candy yams Mac n cheese black eye peas greens and corn muffins I quickly said grace than dug in !! Once I looked up from my plate and noticed he hasn't even touched his food but was staring at me I knew my words have gotten to him now the real two questions is yet to come !
Trap one more thing , did you even love me ? Why should I let you see my son right now , so you can hurt him just like you did me ? I would never keep him away from you but show me no I take that back SHOW HIM that you want him in your life until you start making a effort to be there and not just tell me you want to see him than we can work out a set schedule I said  as I took the last bite of my food yasssss I ate all the food 😂😂😂 I quickly stood up and kissed his cheek thanks for the food baby daddy 😝💁🏽‍♀️Leaving him in that same spot with that same mad shocked ass look on his face !

And my mind is so confusing,
Who would be that special one?
Everyday I'm trying to find you,
All along, I've got to know,
Is there a place for me?I know love has many names,
And a message very clear.
All it takes is time and patience,
To bring you near,
But look at me, tell me
Who can I run to,
To share this empty space?
Who can I run to,
When I need love?
Who can I run to,
To fill this empty space with laughter?
Who can I run to,
When I need love?

By the time I pulled into the private gates and parked my car my makeup was ruined I was sobbing the whole ride home I loved him and he broke my heart he betrayed me now I'm more vulnerable than I have ever been I stripped out of my clothes leaving just a g string on climbed into bed and was out for the rest of the night

DO YOU THINK TRAP REALLY MENT WHAT HE SAID OR DO YOU THINK HE WAS FILLING HER HEAD UP ? IS ARI STILL IN LOVE WITH TRAP ? Or WAS SHE JUST TIPSY FEELING HERSELF ?

This Is Just A Fuller Chapter So You Guys Won't Be Confused On All The Drama That's About To Go Down In The Next Couple Chapters ! Trap & Ari Finally Talked After All Those Long Months Yes She's Still With Ge there taking things slow Right Now ! READ LIKE COMMENT !! Any Ideas On How You Want The Book To Go Or If You Want To  Make A Chapter And Send It To Me Please Do I Have The Next Four Chapters Written SO STAY TUNED ITS ABOUT TO GET HOT