Rules of Attraction

8th March -Anya

N: Hey snippy! I've missed you, can't wait to see you tonight. I have been trying to concentrate on my music but you keep popping into my mind ;) See you at 7pm. N xx

I slide my phone in my pocket after reading his text, unsure of what to text back. It had been twelve days since we had seen each other.

Monday, after our date, the boss had informed a group of us that we were going to a photo shoot for a big fashion label in New York for a week, then take part in the shows.  She said that we will have an exclusive piece featured in the magazine.

This was a great opportunity for me as I would get to meet some really famous fashion icons - Alessandro Michele, Harry Lambert, ( to name a few) it was going to be awesome. 

And I did. It was the best experience ever and I had so much fun. We traveled to New York and spent a week working with the best of the best. And the shows were amazing.

During the time we were there, Jack and I had spent some time getting to know each other better which turns out we had way more in common than I had thought.

On the last night in New York, Jack had kissed me. The move had taken me off guard and I had returned his kiss, whether it was out of reflex I wasn't sure.

Niall and I never talked about being exclusive but I hadn't kissed anyone else since we had started seeing each other. This sort of thing doesn't happen to me.

Mixed emotions were running through me as I got back to my hotel room, but instantly I forgot my confusion when I found my room was filled with flowers and a big toy bear was sitting on the bed.

"Oh my gosh!" Squealing as I went to check the card pinned to the bear.

Hope you aren't working too hard.

Sorry I haven't been in contact much, studio

has been keeping me busy.

Can't wait to see you when you get back.

Thought you could hug this furry friend until then.

Miss you xx N

A grin spread across my lips, holding the card against my chest as I gazed at the cute bear.

"So sweet, he is so sweet."

I checked my phone to see if there were any messages from Niall, phone reception hadn't been the best since we'd been working on the photo shoot, so I was happy to see he had.

N: Hope you got my gift. XX N

Me: I did, I love it, thank you ;) xx  A

After changing, I got into bed and hugged the bear, he was so soft and squishy. Not the same as hugging Niall but would do for now.

Oh lordy! Niall! What the fuck am I gonna say to him? Thoughts suddenly screaming in my head. Hey there,  yeah it was great, learnt heaps and meet some awesome people, oh and Jack kissed me and I kinda liked it?!

Eventually, I let sleep take over and didn't wake until my alarm went off the next morning, though I didn't feel like I'd slept at all.

Later I met up with Jack at the plane, I felt awkward and was unsure what to say to him. So just gave him a small smile and found my seat, which thankfully, was not near him.

For the next few hours, I got lost in a book, trying hard not to think about Jack and that fabulous kiss he gave me, with his luscious red lips, his warm soft hands cupped my cheeks....Shit! Stop it! Dammit!!