Untold Truths | jjk. kth

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Chapter 9

Taehyung's POV

Five Days Later

I sat in my shared room glaring over at Jungkook's bed. Something happened between him and y/n at the vacation house, my insides turned at the thought of them sleeping together. Even though y/n wasn't mine and I had no right to be upset about if they did or didn't sleep together I couldn't help but feel enraged.

I had never had to fight for anyone's feelings, nor did I ever really know what heartbreak felt like. But it had to be close to this...I felt hurt every time I looked at y/n as if she betrayed me, even though she really didn't. We were just friends and nothing more. I felt my knuckles start to hurt, I looked down at seen them turning white from clenching my fists so tight. I relaxed my hand and took a deep breath, closing my eyes and resting my head against the wall.

The rain had started again, the weather was always so unpredictable here. I looked out the window taking another deep breath to try and calm myself. I had been hiding out in this room sense we got back, I told the roommates I wasn't feeling good so they let me be. Before we left the town I managed to pull some money out of my account, I figured if my parents came looking they'd be looking at least a few hours away from where I really was.

I sighed and let my body slide down against the wall and onto my side, letting my face land on my pillows.

A moment later a soft knock was heard at the door, I glanced over and seen y/n walking in with a bag in her hand. "How are you feeling?" She asked walking over "Okay" I mumbled as I turned over and looked up at the ceiling, not wanting to really look at her. "I brought you food, you haven't really been eating" she knelt down next to my bed and pulled out the takeout she had brought me, my stomach growling instantly. I really didn't want to eat her food, or even talk to her.

Maybe I was being bratty but I was hurt for whatever reason. I glanced over as she opened the box of food and smiled, I groaned and then sat up caving into the delicious smells. She seemed satisfied and got more comfortable, I stuffed my face with the food and noticed she was in her pjs still. I glanced over at the clock and noticed it was later in the day already. "I'm not feeling good either" she shrugged, I nodded and stuffed my face more.

She sat there silently watching me, I could see her lips part and her mind racing. I knew she wanted to say something but she was battling herself to find the words.

"Is there something you wanted to say?" I asked taking another bite, it came out a little more harsh than I intended. She looked at me a little taken back and then got to her feet "Um no...just wanted to check on you and make sure you ate...let me know if you need anything" I suddenly felt bad "Wait" I said quickly before she could reach the door, she stopped but didn't look back at me.

"Sorry, I didn't mean to come off as rude...I'm just trying to sort out some things..." she nodded and continued towards the door quickly making her exit.

"So stupid" I sighed laying back on my bed. Just then my phone went off, I groaned not knowing if it would be her or Namjoon. I picked up hoping it would be my hyung, "Hello" I said with a big sigh "Nice to hear from you to" I smiled once I heard my Hyung's voice. "I was hoping it was you"

"Who else would it be? Did you reach out to mom and dad?" He asked, the confusion in his voice suddenly making me think. "Wait, you didn't let...she called me on your phone then..." we both were quiet for a moment, both gathering our thoughts. "I wouldn't cross you like that Taehyungie, if I knew she had my phone-" I cut him off not wanting to discuss that situation right now "It's fine Hyung I know, I'm actually glad you called. I think my heart is broken...I'm not sure what To do or how to fix it" he laughed, I didn't know what was funny about my heart hurting.

"So the 'good people' you mentioned before...the girl hurt you huh?" I sighed once more and explained the whole situation from the beginning. It was nice to let my thoughts out, I always went to Namjoon for everything so it was nice to get the advice I craved from my older brother.

Unlike me, Namjoon got to go out and explore the world. He got to go to college and make friends and even have a few girlfriends. I was never given that chance, I was home schooled and wasn't allowed to go out doors unless given permission. Needless to say he was my only best friend aside from my now fiancé, which is a whole other story.

"So this guy Jungkook, he says y/n and him are together?" I nodded my head not like he could see me "But y/n has never mentioned that he was her boyfriend right?" I nodded again "Correct, just that they've been through some stuff...and she did kiss me...I mean it was in the cheek but she said she would be my first kiss if I wanted" he laughed again, I could hear how cute he thought the whole situation was in his voice.

My brother always thought of me as so much younger than him even though I wasn't...maybe it was just because I was so much more inexperienced. "Well if I'm not getting things mixed up, it seems like she may have had something with Jungkook and they may or may not have done something on this vacation but it also sounds like she might have some feelings for you Taehyungie." I smiled at the thought, I have sensed there was something between us but I was taken back when she started to allow Jungkook to hold and kiss her more recently.

"If I were you, I would just be honest and ask her if she's single or not and if she is then it's fair game. Regardless of her and Jungkook's past, he might be hanging on to something while she's trying to move on from...you never know. But your not going to know unless you ask" he was right although I wasn't as ballsy as Jungkook, I would find a way to get the answers I wanted out of y/n.

"Now, back to my burning question. Can I come and see you yet? Dad sent out his goons to some random town which I'm assuming is where you had this vacation." I knew they'd be on my tail as soon as I took that money out. "I don't know hyung...won't they know where I am once you leave?" I had thought about each scenario in my head a few times, as badly as I wanted to see my brother I was scared. "It will be fine Taehyungie, I go on business trips almost every other week. You know that" he had a point but I was still nervous "How about I come out in a few days, I have trip coming up next week anyways and I'll just say I have to leave earlier now. Dad won't suspect a thing" I sighed and then agreed, I told him what city I was in and gave him the cafe's address as a precaution.

This would either be the end of my freedom or a step in the right direction...hopefully it was the second one.
I got up from my bed for the first time in what felt like days and headed out into the hall, I made my way over to y/n's room and knocked.

A faint voice was heard allowing my entrance, I opened the door and poked my head inside to find a curled up y/n in the middle of her bed. "Yeah?" She looked a little down, I wondered if it was because of me or if she just really wasn't feeling well. I stepped inside and walked over to the edge of her bed, her eyes followed me as she put her phone down. "I um just wanted to apologize again, I was rude and I shouldn't have been" she pulled her blanket around her tighter and nodded "Don't worry about it Tae"

Her cheeks looked flush and her eyes had an unknown expression to them. "Y/n are you sure your okay?" I asked stepping closer to the bed. She shifted awkwardly with my movements and sat up a bit "Um yes, I'm fine Tae. I promise"

I bit my lower lip unsure if she was being honest with me. She seemed a bit agitated, I watched her face closely as I stepped away from the bed "Um okay...if you need anything I'm-" before I could finish my sentence a buzzing sound went off. I looked around the room confused and then looked over at y/n who started to fumble underneath her blankets, her face more flush than before. "Oh"

I said realizing what was going on, I felt embarrassed for intruding but as badly as I wanted to leave her be to finish what she was doing my feet wouldn't move.

"Tae go" she spat before the buzzing sound turned off, her face was bright red and little beads of sweat were on her forehead. My mouth hung open as I tried to find the words to say, I turned my body towards the door and looked back at her.

"Tae!" She said again and the urgency in her voice made me even more curious, I took a step but it wasn't towards the door. She looked up at me confused as I stood on the side of her bed. "Um can I...maybe...watch"

A/n oh sweet Tae Tae lol what do you guys think? Will your crazy ass let him watch you get off? Lol