A Sense Of Eternity (Completed)

Deception, Idiocy, And Endurance

D. -Deception

I look at your beauty,
"Is this really real?"
I feel something inside,
"Is this love that I feel?"

I was fooled by your eyes,
But I couldn't see
I was caught up in your lies,
"What are you doing to me?"

Deception was already facing me,
But I still believed.
Betrayal was already mocking me,
And I was decieved.

I. -Idiocy

I was an idiot for hurting you,
Yet, you still cherished me with all your heart.
I ended my love for you,
And I striked through you like a dart.

You still held on to our love,
I was stupid enough to let you trust me.
You were my gift from above,
But I threw you away, as If you were useless to me.

I regretted my decision,
My idiocy took over my precision.
I set you free,
So now you could be in total glee.

E. -Endurance

I endure the pain,
The pain of losing you.
I endure the fear,
Of you with someone new.

I keep you close,
With noone in between.
You push me away,
Yet, on someone else, you lean.

I stand back up,
But you knock me down.
I endure and I fight,
Yet, he takes the crown.

DIE

Is my life even worth living?
With all the problems I keep on heaving?

Can I even feel hapiness in all those restless nights?
Can I take the risk and set things right?

I was decieved
I was an idiot

I endured all the pain by myself,
When all this time, there was someone to help.

It's time for me to fade away,
You really are beautiful, I must say.

But now, it's time for me to die,
Hello death, hapiness, goodbye.

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