A Knight's Imagination

The Knight and Starr

     What? all books need an intro. Besides what are the chances that you know who the writers really are? So heres a bit of info.

     I'm the Knight, 18, and studying human resource in college. I love video games like a lot :3 if your wondering what my game flavour is heres a small list:

1. GTAV (Free Roam, RPG)

2. Dota 1 'n' 2 (Strategy)

3. Garry's Mod (Sandbox)

4. The Witcher (Adventure, RPG)

5. Planetside 2 (MMO, Shooter)

     I also love reading books but only when I feel like it, I love music too (stuff close to metal) and I love arty stuff.

     You probably noticed but this is a shared account between me and Starr... which happens to be the woman I love. She's 19 (is it sad that she's older than me by a year?) she loves exquisive food, she loves dancing, she's sexy, and funny, and crazy, she's weird, she loves me and I love her. What? ...what more can a guy ask for from the woman he loves? also bit of a secret here she's the first girl I ever took seriously. I love her.

     God its a boring day. Besides I should'nt be doing this before my finals this week. Have you ever had of those days when you do'nt do anything but lie on the damn couch the whole day just because doing anything else seems kinda pointless? this is sort of one of those days.

     Anyway flowing off topic. I'm not really sure what I'm supposed to say. I guess I'll talk about me more.

     Hmmmm... how bout history? I hate history. But maybe this one is interesting.

     Before I talk about my history I'll give you a better picture of what I'm like in the real world. Just try to imagine a guy whose friends with everybody, always friendly, generous, and helpful, he's quiet but can be a good talker, also has his wild side, he's fairly smart but kinda lazy, and he's handsome... uhhh maybe a score like? 8.25/10 maybe? I do'nt know. Ask Starr. But basically an all around guy or somewhat slightly above average maybe? it's hard to tell but I'm like the "just a nice guy" of the class. Its kinda sad in a way but I want it.

     The reason why I'm talking about what I am like now ia because back then... I was a different person. Very very different.

     Now way back then like maybe atleast 6 years ago I was like this. Try to imagine again. I was a fat kid... seriously gluttinous and huge. I was stupid, never studied and didnt care at all. I was talentless, boring, and aloof, never talked to anyone.

     You see readers for 7 years of my life I was a victim of all sorts of bullying. Everyday... of every week. And those 7 years helped me become this new lively cool person I am now. Heres how.

     Ofcourse after a weekly dose of mental and physical pain... you'd break eventually. I suffered from depression a lot. And when it gets too much what do people do? kill themselves. So thats what I tried. I do'nt know how many times I've tried but they were all the same... I went to the kitchen by midnight, pick a knife, sit on the floor and hold the cold blade against myself. I sat there for a really long time thinking. Thinking about everything.

     But everytime I failed to push the blade in me. I seem to convince myself not to everytime... eventually I wanted more. So I changed.

     I'm not excatly sure how or why I stopped. But I knew it had something to do with "more"

"There's more to Life"

"Your much more than that! Do'nt do it!!"

     I do'nt know. I'm a quiet guy. And quiet people think a lot. Either that or think nothing at all.

     Anyway like I said I've changed, I even have my own soul recognized coat of arms motto:

"Life Is'nt The Way We Want It To Be, What Matters Is That We Live With Good Intentions And Give Happiness To Those We Meet Along The Way"

     Indeed Life did have a lot. Glad to be me.

     I kinda wish I can talk more about Starr maybe later. I think I wrote enough for today.

     Hope you enjoyed the bit of read. It is'nt much its just a story said in a narrative paradigm.

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