A Knight's Imagination

The Arch Knight Pact

     Hmmm... I wonder more and more now on where am I going with this book... Eh. It's ok. I'll put what I feel putting.

     No offense but I do'nt really care much for views or votes. I was'nt really doing this for anyone but myself. This is my memorabilia. But! I'd love a comment. the world can be a little lonely sometimes, so talk to me.

     Hey reader. Have you ever had one of those nights where you feel lonely, even when your with your friends, or family? or depressed. And you do'nt know why?

    I've felt that everyday when I was a bullied and alone. But one day it ended swiftly. It was reccession and my family moved to a differet place. Somewhere far.

     When I left that horrible school, there were no goodbyes. I was'nt expecting anything from them but I just hoped that they'll be different in the far future.

     Finally a new school and new people. But it still was'nt as great as I expected. Atleast no violence. Just passive ignorance. Students were... meh... ok? teachers... boring and not so great. It's hard to describe the new school... in one word... undeveloped.

     After the years of bullying I still end up being the sane kind of guy. Surroundings change. I did'nt. I was still academically a below average, and I was still a loner.

     Then I met a person. He was weird, kinda crazy and anoyying sometimes. He was my first real friend. Hmmm lets call him Arch. Arch had become my bestfriemd from the first few weeks we met. We have a lot in common too, we both are gamer adicts, we both watch anime, and we both love food. More importantly, our history is quite alike, mine was just more traumatizing.

     We also had our differences. The only one which needs recognition is he's some kind of part agnostic, catholic, aethist. If he reads this he's gonna kill me. We argue... all the time. But a healthy argue so more like a debate. I think I forgot to tell you guys, I'm a born again christian.

     This guy Arch was also kinda like me, people put aside, bullied, alone. But he was my best guy so we hang out a lot. We got bullied too... saying we guys are "gay" too be honest it did'nt hurt at all, all my years of torture have made me sooo numb. But I look at Arch and I see we were'nt excatly the same. He was hurt. Badly.

     Over the months of being friends with him I really felt a lot of hope, I also realized I was never the same again. I did stuff differently for a while... I started talking more, laughing more, hugging more (I can be a great hugger), just... be more.

     From all the things that kept in my life  going... he was my second push, first was me stopping myself from killing me. So without him... I dont know where would I be now.

     I left that school early... so I went to a different country and never saw him since. We did use skype a lot and played online gaming together. It was great actually. We met different people online actually. Like right now I'm friends with a girl in Moscow... actually I'm not sure where she is right now.

     Years slowly pass and the chances of communicating has decreased gradually. Time zone difference, college schedules, other kinds of busy work. It's so rare to talk to him and that makes me really sad. We talk occasionally now like once a week. It's sad but it's better than nothing. So the friendship goes on.

     For some reason Arch is coming to live in the same country as me. It's better but we'll see what happens. I seriously miss gaming online with him. His like my wingman.

     I have a feeling right now saying I'm supposed to give some kind of tip or advice. I guess I'll start it like this. How do you know if your friend is or is'nt your bestfriend? how do you even know if your friends are friends not acquaintances?

    First of for me everyone's my friend, well I try to make and keep it that way. But lets start at the bottom of the relatioship scale. Note, this is just my opinion but to some people, my opinion can sometimes be a game changer.

     Acquaintance. You know each others name and other general stuff. You guys can talk but not casually or often. Thats it really. Next.

     Friend. You talk to them time to time and it is'nt as akward as talking to an acquaintance. You know some more stuff I guess... like favorite food maybe... Next.

     Close Friend. You talk to them like all the time. Go around together many stuff together. You probably know some stuff about this person more than others.

     Bestfriend. Whatever happens you guys are always together. Unlike close friends, you can probably talk emotional stuff to him and it would'nt get akward. Sometimes this stuff can be different to girls. Besides guys do'nt read Wattpad. You know practically everything. Well everything that there is to know.

     I do'nt know how this can be helpful. Sorry. But I guess it can be a guide line. Also I have only one bestfriend. Friendship is very confusing. But not as confusing as other aspects of humans, like love, death, fear, life, anger, sadness or happiness. Humans are complex. And weird.

     I do'nt know about you guys but I set my standards high. Even though my bestfriend can be a lot of unhealthy stuff. I only have one standard. If you enjoy being with me... and I enjoy being with you... and as long as we wanna keep that going for years. That's all. Sounds like a vow. A bestfriend vow. Kinda gay vow. But if someone took this seriously then I consider that person my bestfriend.

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