Alessio Scalzotto imagines and preferences

Alone A.S

The answer was stranger things.
*trigger warning ⚠️ it will deal with suicidal thoughts and themes that might be trigger some people if so don't read*
Y/N's POV
I didn't feel like waking up everything had gotten harder and made me not want to continue life was just so much harder to go through with. All the hate I keep getting whether in the real world or social media got to be so much my boyfriend Alessio is away filming, so I won't see him for another week. I just wanted a way to deal with the pain to make everything stop for a while.

I got up to go to the bathroom I started the shower and just sat under the hot water I didn't really care about undressing everything just seemed pointless. I didn't feel wanted or needed anymore. After a bit of pondering I turned off the water and peeled off the soaked clothes and got charged into a long sleeve shirt and red Adidas joggers. I threw on one of Alessio a hoodies and a pair of vans grabbed my car keys and a notebook+pen I parked near a bridge and a park and began writing

Dear Alessio,
I'm sorry life had just become unbearable if you hadn't already notice the scratches on my skin or the decline in my happiness I'm telling you now I couldn't do it anymore. Life will be better without me, sometimes shit just hurts too much and you just need another way out and I found mine.

I don't want you to Blame yourself you couldn't have stopped it. I love you so much don't forget me.

Sincerely, y/n
Then I wrote one to my oblivious parents.
After I hopped out of the car and walked up the bridge I hopped over the railing and just held on for a moment I felt the cold air biting at my neck. The rush doing this have me couldn't be denied. I heard a car stoats then I heard someone get out and run towards where and started to let go of the railing but someone grabbed my shoulders to keep me there
???: please don't jump
Y/n: why there's nothing left here for me the only thing I have is 100 miles away from me.
???: baby I'm right here
He pulled me up off the railing and into his arms as the tears started to fall from both of our arms he told his mom to go ahead and drive home, while he set me in the passenger seat of my car, and he got in the drivers seat. He looked at me and asked
Alessio: why
Y/n: everything was unbearable the hate in the real world and what I get online everything just didn't seem worth it.
Alessio: why didn't you come to me about it
Y/n: I didn't want to bother you or bombard you with my problems
Alessio: baby you never bother me he started to drive to his house and picked me up and walked inside bringing me up i his room he took out a pair of joggers and a sweatshirt and helpers me changed and then changed himself and he crawled back on the bed and cradled me in his arms as he soothingly stroked my hair.
Alessio: please don't ever do that again If you woulda jumped I woulda jumped
I cuddled into him more I heard him take out his phone and post somethings as my phone started to blow up I picked it up a tweet that said "y'all need to leave my babygirl alone she didn't do anything, leave her be." And an Instagram post with a picture that was taken at some point when you two were cuddling which said "I love my babygirl and y'all better leave her alone, I don't need another heartbreak, especially one you guys caused it's my life not yours imma make the calls not you."
I cuddle back into him
Y/n: I love you so much
Alessio: I love you too
I pecked his lips and cuddled into him

Trivia
"Stay gold ******* stay gold"