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The news

After sitting what felt like forever on the bus, I'm waiting to go home today was an other horrible day I sit and put my earbuds in to block out the noise as the day replaying in my head.
Tears started falling down my eyes like a river stream I wiped away my tears and the bus finally stops and I ran home
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As I came in side I saw my mother sitting with her head hung low which isn't her normal It looks like she's been crying For a little while now but she normally doesn't come home early this is odd.
Mom why are you home so early I asked in a confused tone She picks her head up and Wipe her tears from her light blue eyes that you can get lost in. My mother is so beautiful it sadness me that my father left her for another woman.

Mom:  Maya honey Your going to need to sit down for this, I don't think theres an easy way to put this -She grabs my hand and looks into my light brown eyes- I got a call from your sisters doctor. She stopped responding to her treatmeant, -My mom trys not to cry - we have to leave here and go to Montana To  arrange some things
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As you can probably imagine I didn't take the news to well i ran up stairs and sat in my bed trying to, contemplate on what my mom just said it can't be the last time the doctor called I thought she was doing so well. I just lost my sister.
The thought raced in my mind as I look at her bed right across from mine that's now empty, just like my mind I Hold her favorite teddy bear and sighed deeply just laying there thinking about her memories she was my best friend my everything now I have nothing it's just me.