Lovestruck

chapter 5

"Vinny, I am not Blonde or a bombshell that you have a tendency to go for" I reply as I kiss his cheek then walk over to Mick.

"I'm not gonna beg you or ask you to stay, it would be cruel of me, so I ask you to take care of yourself and not overwork yourself," Mick said as we hugged.

"I will Mick, and I want to thank you so much for everything you have done, I know Nikki is the only family I have known, but being around your like family to me as well, as is Vince so I could never date family" I reply as I kiss his cheek then wipe my eyes and walk to the door.

I looked back at the guys seeing Nikki in tears, Mick and Vince hurt and Tommy with no expression.

"You guys take care of yourselves, if not for you then for me. I love you all" I say then walk out the door.

I could hear yelling and I knew it was Nikki yelling at Tommy before I heard the door and running.

"Wait please, don't go" I heard

I was grabbed and pulled back

I stumbled a little before gaining my balance and seen Tommy standing there holding my arm

"I am an asshole, and I know that. And I also lied, I do need you, I want you, and I can't help but be selfish" he said

"It had to take Nikki to yell out you for your ignorance before you realized what you were losing?"

"No I knew what I was loosing when you broke up me, that is why I had no expression, I was shooked" he replied.

"Why? when your the one who said they didn't need me."

He sighed and let my arm go.

"Please don't leave, stay. I am sorry for saying I don't need you, I am sorry for breaking your heart. If you want you don't have to talk to me anymore, but don't leave."

"Give me a reason to stay."

"I love you, regardless of what I just said during our fight, I am a hopeless fool who is madly in love with you and I will do and say bullshit, and break your heart, and you will fight me back and say things to hurt me which when I hurt you I deserve the pain in return."

"You can't just go and break my heart than try to fix it just like that."

He sighed and looked down.

"I am still waiting for the reason I should stay, other than you love me."

"Isn't that enough?"

"I thought it was till you went and done what you did which isn't what you should do when you love another person. yes, you fight with them, its good for relationships it shows not all are perfect, that if you fight each other then you are fighting for your love."