So maybe I'm a little different

I mean really, who else would be racing down the street towards their death.

"To be yourself in a world that is constantly trying to make you something else is the greatest accomplishment" -Unknown

This is my favourite qoute.

By far.

I always feel like I don't fit in.

Like I'm the ugly duckling. Like I'm the one wearing neon at a black and white party. Like all eyes are always on me - and most definitely not in a good way.

According to me, no matter how hard I try, society will always find a way to pick at my flaws, so why should I give a damn.

I've learned to love myself for exactly who I am.

That is why I'm a girl who loves to be on her own with only a few selected friends, because I'm for sure not going to hang out with people who I know will bring me down.

Therefore I have only one friend that I can completely trust and confide in.

She is basically like my other half, and with all the time she spends at my house many people think we are sisters.

This lovely, kind hearted girl who I honestly consider my angel is named Niki.

Well in full, Nikita Kiara Nova Parkinson, but we won't use that because it embarrasses her more than anything else in the world ( her parents were very indecisive, as you could probably tell ) .

Anyway, Niki is my partner in crime, and although we may seem quite and like complete goody two shoes in front of our fellow school pupils, I would like to consider us complete maniacs.

No seriously.

We scare our other friends with our weirdness sometimes.

WOW, I know right. We have other friends... what a shocker.

Well truth is, yeah I do have other friends, even after I just said I like being alone.

My other friends though are almost merely acquaintances, yeah I talk to them and socialise with them ( I'm not a social freak ) but let's just say they won't be getting to know any of my secrets any time in the future.

Only Niki

Ahh Niki.

Niki.

Oh shit...

Niki ?!?!?!

I can't believe this is happening to me.

Oh shit.

I'm the worst best friend in the whole wide world. Shit shit shit.

Niki phoned about a half an hour ago to ask if I could fetch her at the bus stop because she was on her way to my house when it started hectically raining and since there were no busses coming in the direction of my house she had no other way of getting to my house.

I, of course, said yes without any complaints.

Then as I was walking to the kitchen I got distracted by my brother playing Call of Duty and decided I would watch for a few minutes because he was just about to die anyway (or so I thought).

Now I'm still sitting here half an hour later only realising now that I completely forgot about Niki.

I'm the worst.

"Die! Die! Die!" my older brother Ashton suddenly shouted at the tv.

"God Ashton, can you frickin try not to let the whole continent know that you seriously desire the death of someone. Come on dude, my frickin eardrums are still vibrating." I replied holding my hands over my ears.