HEART SIGNAL X2

E13P9: The Last Meal

[Signal House, Heart Signal Day 30]
{OST: "Fine" by Taeyeon}

Soyeon: It's alright, take your time, oppa.
Namjoon chuckled softly as he glanced up at Soyeon.

Namjoon: Ah- I'm such a mess.
Soyeon: No, you're not.
Namjoon: I'm sure I've said this a whole bunch of times before, but I just wanted to make sure you know how glad I am that I decided to come here. Everyday I wake up in this house, I heave a sigh of relief that I decided to take up the offer to come on this programme and... meet you.
Soyeon smiled.
Soyeon: I'm always thankful, too.
Namjoon: The 30 days we spent in this house... they really flew by. I didn't even have the chance to have long heart-to-heart talks with some of them I wanted to talk to.
Soyeon nodded.
Namjoon: I am regretful that I wasted the first half of my stay here struggling to organise my own thoughts, hesitating to talk to the people I wanted to get to know more, simply because I was afraid of confusing them... and hurting myself.
Namjoon let out a deep sigh.
Namjoon: But I am also glad that I didn't realise it too late. One day, I read a quote in a book that read, "you miss 100% of the shots you don't take", and that really woke me up. I realised that I was squandering my time away in the house, letting the time that could very well have been used more wisely to slip through my fingers... and that's when I started doing the things I wanted to do, with the people I wanted to do them with. And I've never not enjoyed a single moment I spent with them.
Namjoon took a deep breath, mustering up a smile as he looked up at Soyeon once more.
Namjoon: You have given me so much in the limited number of days we had and for that, I am thankful. I am so thankful, Jeon Soyeon.
Namjoon smiled with tears in his eyes.
Namjoon: I will treasure every moment we shared in this house together.

[Heart Signal Panel]

Jungkook was tearing up.
Jimin: I hate this... he's really talking like he knows he's not gonna be picked by her...

[Signal House, Heart Signal Day 30]

Soyeon was tearing up as well as she nodded.
Soyeon: I will treasure them well too, oppa.
Namjoon smiled, his eyes gleaming with tears.
Namjoon: 30 days is way too short, huh.
Soyeon nodded.