soft prince

yellow one

This is a age regression book and all i ask if that you dont sexualize what i write
age regression is not a sexual thing it's a coping mechanism for trauma and mental health

Laying in bed, I whine softly and roll onto my side as I try to avoid the light that starts to shine through the blinds. Rolling back over I groan hiding my face in my pillow trying to escape the waterfall of light rushing towards my eyes.

I fall quickly back to sleep and by the time I woke up I had slept through my alarm.  Yawning I frown noticing my paci missing from the loose hold I had in my mouth. 

Sitting up groggily I rub my eyes and see the blurry outline of me paci in front of me, I go to reach it but it moves further away Huffing at my best friend already knowing it's her.

Looking up at her I pout, "aunwi ewie gimme paci backs!"  Waking up in little space is always the best feeling as it's instant comfort for me.
I wave my arms around, trying my best to get it off her but I very quickly give up.

she stands there rolling her eyes she's waiting for me to calm down, which normal doesn't take very long as I am quite good if I do say so myself.
Stepping slowly into the baby blue room her boyfriend leans down and places his head on her shoulder looking down at  me smiling, "morning" I giggle and reach for him "uncwle biwy uppies" he picks me up and gives me my paci bouncing me on his hip softly while Evie goes through my closet.

she pulls out a baby pink oversized sweater that says 'hold my hand' across the chest and some black skinny dungarees which will match with my favourite baby pink trainers with blue
Stars on the edge.
Pouting softly I look at the big clothes and my paci out of my mouth slowly putting it on the top next to my bed, Breathing deeply I calm my mind and slowly slip out of my headspace.

Looking up at billy and Evie I smile softly and give them a thumbs up before shooing them out my room "go wait in the car while I get dressed, I have a feeling ray is complaining about how long we are taking to get up and out"

After getting changed and putting in all of my piercings, I run down the stairs and grab a slice of toast that Evie must have set out earlier. Running out of the house and to the car where billy and Evie are waiting for me I Jump in sheepishly as I giggle softly and point to the road.

"onwards noble steed"

Billy shakes his head and laughs while trying to start up his rust bucket which apparently used to be a car.
Evie turns around and smiles at me, "as it's Friday you get late bedtime so I decided that we could go to rays party if thats okay baby boy." I nod happily and smile wide at the thought of getting to go to one of rays wild destructive parties.

Padding out of his house tiredly Ray pulls open the car door and slides in next to me before shooting all of us a look, "your late" He looks at me and pouts like a small child before he ruffles my hair while starting a conversation with evie about the party tonight.

I hum softly and swing my legs not realising the amount of times my name had repeatedly called by the other three other people in this car.
A pinch on the cheek brings me back to reality, frowning softly I rub my cheek before Tilting my head at ray  "yes?"

He laughs softly, "I asked if you were coming to the party LJ"

I nod softly and give him a warm smile before I slip back into my own small world trying to avoid all empty spaces for the knowledge that would be shoved into my head during the day school

The day drags along slowly as I wait for the lunch bell, As soon as the bell goes I run out of the classroom and leg it down the hallways, nearly knocking over a few people.
Checking the halls for teachers I calmly walk down them and slip out the school doors Sprinting across the field.

sliding under the fence I race across the parking lot and climb into rays jeep, that sits there waiting for me. smiling at me he starts the car speeding out of school grounds.

"ready to go princess?"

I laugh and nod, sticking my hand out the window, "let's go organise a paarrttttaayy"

After placing kegs of beer, and cope less amounts of rum and vodka into the trolly, we run around picking up mountains of food and other things.

Calmly waking up to the tills I hide my small frame behind rays larger one as he flashes his 'ID' and we quickly leave the store.

Packing everything into his car to start the short drive to his house skipping the rest of school.

Within five hours, the party was in full swing. Tipsy high teenagers were stumbling over each other as I stood in the kitchen mixing drinks with ray, and seeing who can down them quicker.

I win of course.

The night becomes a haze of weed and alcohol that went alongside Stumbling and sluring my words and before the party was over my body was slumped on the couch as my vision went dark

Waking up slightly more sober, I look around at the few people left in the house.
Ray, Evie, Billie and some random handsome guy stood around the kitchen talking to rays twin Sam who was sat in the work top.
deep in conversation they failed to notice me crawling across the floor trying to escape the room and go find the rum, until Sam notices that I'm no longer laying on the couch and I am in fact under his dangling feet.

"How you feeling baby boy?"

Instantly the conversation goes quite and everyone looks straight at me as I sit up rubbing my eyes, a mixture of a headache, not waking up well and feeling like I got kicked in the gut made me slip.

All I could do is just cry, I mean that's all I knew how to do in this headspace. I cry and cry slipping deeper and smaller into my headspace with each tear that leaves my brown eyes

This is the first part, I hope you enjoyed it 🌸
22/8/20
The next chapter should be posted sometime in two weeks but I start school again soon and have exams so I might be a bit late