soft prince

yellow 2

-All I could do is just cry, I mean that's all I knew how to do in this headspace. I cry and cry slipping deeper and smaller into my headspace with each tear that leaves my brown eyes-

Sam frowns softly and walks away before coming back with some warm milk mixed with sugar and vanilla, it's the only way I'll drink it.

Knowing that some sort of pain killer was crumbled into the milk I drink it cautiously, eventually the milk is gone and so is the throbbing pain in my head which I guess was the point of the tablets.

Looking around i see billy and evie asleep on the sofa bed, ray dragging his drunk youngest brother max up the stairs to bed before he throws up on everyone. I squeal softly and giggle before waving to ray before yawning and signalling to sam to pick me up.

Sam sits next to me and places my head on his lap running his fingers through my hair to settle me while the other man lifts my feet up and places them onto his lap smiling softly down at me. My eyes droop and Sam nods to the man before placing a kiss on the top of my head, and slipping my head into a pillow before getting up and
disappearing into his room.

I feel myself being lifted up and my head placed on someone's shoulder, slowly I fall asleep and the last thing I hear is a soft "good night little one"
and then I'm out, fast asleep until the morning comes.

Waking up slowly i look around and  yawns softly getting up from the bed that I certainly do not remember falling asleep in, but I suppose I'm not complaining at least it was more comfy than the sofa but im just curious about how I got up to this room and into the bed.

After all the drinks last night became a blur of music and sweaty bodies I hardly remember anything just bits but none of it is clear, there is one thing I can remember a voice. Soft but with a sense of dangerous mystery that I would very much like to reveal but sadly I will probably never get a chance.

slipping a random pastel hoodie on that i found in the draws i swing my legs over the edge of the bed and i shuffle my way to the door poking my head out carefully looking for any other movement but finding none I bolt down the hall laughing softly as I slide my way to the top of the stairs, I jump down the stairs skipping a step each time my feet leave the ground.

Smiling proudly I start waking into the kitchen only to stop as I feel someone grabbing me, I turn my head and smile sheepishly "sammmm, hey buddy!"

Grabbing my ear he drags me into the kitchen mumbling about broken bones and bruises I could of gotten, sam is like a mother who thinks all her children are made out of China and lucky for us he sees us as his children which is just great when you attract danger wherever you or are just natrualy really clumsy. picking me up softly he places me on the counter giving the top of my head a quick kiss he walks around the kitchen preparing food for himself and me.

within a few minuets a small plate of avacrado on toast is put infront of me, looking up i smile widely and eat slowly but happily right up until the moment that he walks into the room, placing my toast down i look at him avoiding his eyes as i study the man in front of me, standing at about five foot nine, light brown skin with a few tattoos across both arms i have to say he was quite nice to look at. His bright pink hair seemed kinda messy but still cute and his pastel hoodie and shorts seemed a ting bit baggy with made him even cuter, when i looked up still trying to avoid eye contact i realised the he was too studying me. once he had finished he walked over and picked up a mug which from what i could see contained some type of tea, smkirking softly he took a sip before looking down at me

"i see your wearing my hoodie little one" his deep voice was smooth even though it was clear he had just woken up and it seemed familiar, snapping out of my thoughts i blushed softly and fiddled with the sleeves "im sorry i didn't know it was yours" the words came out quiter and meeker than i had hopped but he still heard me and chuckled softly before raising his hand and runing it through my hair softly "its okay sweetie you can keep it" and with thoes words he got up and left the kitchen leaving me a blushing stuttering mess.

finishing my toast i walk around the room trying to fing him but having no luck until in stepped into the garden where everybody else was, shivvering softly from my lack of trousers i run through the graden trying to get to the small cozy den house in garden where everyone was sitting and talking contently. finging the door open i step in and slam it quickly shivering and making my way over to the warmest person. Max, i climb onto his lap and wrap my legs around him while i bury my head in his colar bone and then a content warm sigh come s from my lips as i nuzzle into the youngest moonsong brother.

looking around the room i see everyone watching me without making eye contact i look at them all and scrunch up my nose pulling diffrent faces at them until ray speaks up pointing at the cute guy from earlier

"i dont know if you two have been introduced yet but lucus this is brandon sams boyffriends, brandon this is lucus our little brother of sorts" time freezes as my brain repeats that word over and over again it gets louder everytime and soon thats all i can hear, a small frown crosses my face berifely as the screaming word and the mocking laughter from inside my brain get louder until my ears start to ring

once again i didnt have a chance...

Chapter 3 coming in the new year!! 

26/12/20