Long Love

New song

Hey guys.This is a Xxxtentacion story.There will be some sensitive chapters so if you are sensitive to suicide,depression ect.,I advise you to not read this story.Oh and please read in dark mode because it suites the story

Jahseh

Prologue

I drank from the Vodka,as I scrolled through the camera roll

All those good times

All those smiles

All those conversations we had the first time we met

I threw my phone against the wall all with the Vodka bottle.The sound of the glass filled as both of them shattered into pieces

"You lied to me Geneva" my speech slurred the room seemed so cold

I started to sob
"You told me you would love me forever"

My sobs soon turned into laughed

"What did he have that I didn't, Whay did he give you that I didn't?I gave you my heart....I gave you my love,what more do you want" The tears continued to fall down my face

I punched the wall,leaving a dent,as I watched the blood spill out of the cuts on my hands

I just looked at them and laughed

"Geneva...Geneva....I still love you"

The room began to spin

I still love you
The walls seemed as if they were closing on me

"GENEVA" My breathing sped up

"I still love you" I whispered lightly

*Darkness*

Now the story begins

Ever since Geneva broke my heart I was first depressed as fuck.I trusted her with all my heart and she dropped it and broke it

Ever since then I renewed my tattoo that was under my eye that read Numb

I was numb from all the pain thrown at me when Geneva broke my heart and betrayed my trust

On my face I had tattoos of a broken heart and three dots

Those three dots meant what will happen after my heart is still broken

Even though I'm still numb from all the pain I won't stop doing what I love.When I mean love I mean inspiring and touch the hearts of people

I'm in the studio in Florida with Danielle right now.All the others left thirty minutes ago
We stayed behind because we are finishing our new song called 'Look At Us'.It needs two more verses and the final verses then its finished

Right now I'm in the booth and Danielle cuts out the music
I get out of the booth and ask her if she liked the final verse

"Bitch, I love it,everyone is gonna flip when they hear this shit"She said loudly

"Okay calm down before you damage my eardrums and I'm glad you like it babygirl"I said smirking at the last part
She immediately blushed
"Someone is blushing" I said laughing
"Fuck off man" she said
playfully hitting my shoulder

"But seriously I enjoyed making a collaboration with you" I say seriously

I'm not sure if I want a new girl because ever girl reminds me of Geneva and I don't want my heart to remain broken
Its just gonna be hit and quit
I spend five fucking months in jail because of Geneva.
I don't even trust her around me anymore

"Yea man I enjoyed making a collaboration with you too so now we gotta go so you don't miss your flight to LA" she said reminding me I'm going to LA tomorrow
I took out my phone and checked the time
10:30

"Aight getchu ass ready we going now the guards will lock up" I said gathering our things and putting them in my Louie Backpack
Hopefully I will remember to give her her things

She jogged to the large couch to get her phone and went to the door

We got out feeling the Florida air hit our skin

We got into my car and I sped off

Danielle took my aux and put it in her phone to listen to songs

Her song These Heaux came on

I nun like these hoes (No)
Don't compare me to no one( Don't do it )
Money green like CeeLo
Yeah my pocket so swole up

I nun like these hoes
Don't compare me to no one
Money green like CeeLo
Yeah my pocket so swole up

Look these hoes be fake flossin'

Fake ass jewellery,got a neck rash

These hoes be fake ballin'

Tax money that shit won't last

These hoes be dick riding,think they gone come up cause they let you fuck

These hoes be full of drama they always with the extra

These hoes they wake they beggin'

On the Gram they be fake flexin'

These hoes,they wake up they broke

Their mattresses be on the floor

These hoes they wake up they petty
They running their mouth they so petty

These hoes they feed off attention
Zero time that's what I give 'em
We finally arrive at her house
I give her her things and hug her

"Nyt bitch" she says

"Nyt,Dani" I say

I reversed my car and hit the road
I listened to some of my songs
SMASH, Pain=bestfriend,Jocelyn Flores and I don't even speak Spanish (lol)

1 hour ago

I was sitting on my bed eating pizza when I got a message from Nakaiah

kaiah:Jah you gotta sleep its 12:00.You gonna get up early cause we leaving at 7:30

Jah:I can't sleep and you're also up what's the difference😂

kaiah:😒 fuck off

Jah:Aight I'll go to your house to pick you up
I have the extra keys so we good

kaiah:what time😕

Jah:5:30

kaiah:I bet you tryna kill me😖
kaiah:But okay bye😘

Jah:Bye 😘
Read at 12:09

We aren't dating if you think we are.She's my very best friend and I knew her since I was in kindergarten
She also helped me to get fame
She helped get discovered at the age of fifteen

We are inseparable

Anyways I kicked off my shoes and got in bed and turned off the light of my lamp on my drawer next to my bed

Hopefully the flight to LA is worth it and that I relax

Hey babies💕
This is my first xxxtentacion book so I wanted to some suggestions on the book
So if you can,please do so

Sorry for any spelling mistakes✌✌

🌸 2019/06/18 🌸

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