Long Love

A very shocking day

I See black skies, and white lies I'd rather be

Dead,filling my head with enemies

Thoughts consuming me

Fueling my insecurities(as the ground under me)

Ski was bobbing to the song slightly spinning his chair

Crumbles if its not there

Its too much

My heart's crushed

I'm not alive

I won't allow myself happiness because its all lies

I've seen the pain

I run away so many times

Death and I are companions

He's here at all times

I won't love

Won't trust

I won't die

I can't feel but managed to steal your heart,love

Its dirt poor and I fuck whores who want love

It seems anything offered can be enough but

It's time

Body falls so I don't know who to call at all

And my heart cant take on my broken soul

...I'm so fucking numb

My life has succumb to ha-tred,and death

My life has succumb to ha-tred, and death

Alone in the snow

My whole point view changed.His voice was so depressed yet so calming
My heart tinged so much
I finally found someone who gets me
A tear fell from my eye but I quickly wiped it before anyone could see me but I guess Jahseh saw me because he smiled at me still in the booth.
His smile was genuine and it touched me

All the other girls were amazed

"Oh shit that was dope" Ski said turning down the music
"Let's take 5"

Ski stood up from his seat and  sat by Nakaiah

They all started a conversation,leaving me sitting on the other couch in awe

Jah came out of the booth and headed towards me and hugged me

"So I see my song touched you very much that you slid a tear" he said chuckling

"It was beautiful" I said fanning my eyes

"That's good because its dedicated to our feelings" he said winking

I knew what he meant

I smiled
Tell you what I'm gonna sing you a song"I said

I walked in the booth and Ski played Switch Sider by Ella Mai

Momma said never love a nigga more than he love me

See my daddy said the same thing,but OMG

Your love is all I can think of

I don't want it,boy I need it now

My heart is telling me I'm crazy