After that, he always just showed he was happy when the camera was on. But when it was off, he lashes out all his feelings so it wouldn't be locked up inside.
He knows its wrong but there was nothing he could do.
Yes, he was hurting the other members.
But he didn't want to tell them. He didn't want them to see the soft, scaredy cat they saw for years.
He wanted to change.
But...was this the good kind of change?
