As I sit there
I fear waking up
I want to wake up but than I don't
I look up to see a huge bright light
You have the choice of staying or leaving
But if you choose to leave just look at the moments that have happened and that are gonna happen.
The voice told me
I looked and saw me and Gio
We were happy, we were talking with the gang he had his arm around my shoulder and we were laughing.
Than we were having a huge argument. One that leads in to cheat because he was angry with me
I don't want to be with someone who is gonna cheat
G/it was a one night stand bab-
K/DONT call me that
G/bbg please
He cries
K/no I can't, I gave you to many chances and I've been nothing but loyal to you
G/ I know but please I swear I'll change
K/Gio I'm done
I go up to our room and pack my things
When I'm the last step Gio comes and kisses me
K/no Gio
G/please
I wipe his tears
And hug him one more time
We had kids
K/Ashlynn come over and help your brothers put up their toys
A/but Ashly isn't helping either
K/but she already put her toys
A/fine
G/baby
K:yea?
G/Ryan's having trouble
K/whats wrong
G/he doesn't want the bottle
K/well he needs to learn how to use it babe
G/I know but please one last time
K/fine come here baby boy
Oh and make sure them three out their toys Ashly already put hers up
G/alright
K/babe I'm serious
G/I know
He smiles
I smile back and nodd knowing he was gonna help them
Ashly|ash Ashlynn~A. [TWINS] (15)
Mason-M (14). [TWIN]
Ryan/R (14). [TWIN]
Alec/AL. (12)
(My children)
We have a new one on the way right now
We already decided for her name to be Victoria
G/push baby
I try my best to push and push but it doesn't budge but when I sneeze I hear crying
G/haha baby she's here
I smile weakly
My heart monitor goes slowly but we're to distracted
K/she's beautiful
G/KIDS COME ON SHES HERE
THEY ALL COME
AND SURROUND ME AND HER
K/Gio can you take her
G/sure
The nurse comes in
N/how are you feeling honey
K/really tired
N/that's normal we're just gonna do some checkups
K/alright
N/doctors come here quick
G/what's wrong
D/she's losing to much blood
Ash/mom?
K/kids help your dad with vic
M/mom we need you here
R/your gonna be alright mom
A/is there anything we can do to help
AL/MOM!?
G/baby please
D/I'm sorry guys but she didn't make it
G/no no no no
Krys this will only happen because you have smoked when you were pregnant but it didn't damage the baby instead it killed you
You could've been happy with the new baby and the rest of your family if you had just stopped smoking
If you wish to go on and leave
Step forward if not step back
I couldn't decide
I want to have kids with Gio
Fuck it
I stepped back everything went dark again but I opened to see a bright light I closed my eyes and tried adjusting to the light
?/baby?
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I'm baaaaaaaack and better than ever
I too a small break becuz I have others that I'm trynna update and others that aren't published yet
I recently lost my great grandmother so I apologize for not updating
Expect the next one tomorrow or the next day
Bye luvs 💋
—ya girl K❤️
