On Instinct | Reader x Yuta ✅

Chapter 7

Yuta stills over you. Both of you are breathing heavily--him more so than you. Your head and your heart is swimming with raw emotions, completely lost in the feeling of being together. His heat combined with yours. His smell mixing with yours. A pleasant mix of fruit and chocolate in the air. The pain in your neck from his bite.

No, not a bite. A mark. A mate mark. He has claimed you as his. He didn't ask, he just went for it, and your body accepted it so easily. It was the final thing that really proved without a shadow of a doubt.

He is your fated mate.

The one.

The thought makes your eyes water until the tears stream down your face. You try to hold it in but you can't. Your chest starts to shake as you cry, and the movement does not go unnoticed by Yuta.

"Babe, are you okay? Did I- did I hurt you? Was I too rough? I'm so sorry about the mark." Yuta looks at you with genuine concern. "I know I shouldn't have marked you without your consent. I just--I couldn't stop. You smell so good, and you feel even better, and I just can't stand the idea of someone else being next to you." He rubs his face gently beside your cheek. You know he's waiting for you to say something.

"Pull me up, Yuta," you instruct him. He nods his head, lifting you up so that you are seated in his lap, his member still nestled inside of you keeping you fully connected.

"Yuta. I- I know why you are feeling this way," you venture. His big eyes look at yours with extreme focus."I know this is gonna sound crazy, but we are fated mates. I've known since the moment I saw you in that club. I wanted to tell you but I was afraid you wouldn't want to be with me, so I tried to keep my distance. But then you helped me with that stupid paper and I knew I had to at least try. Yuta, I'm a selfish coward and I'm so sorry I didn't tell you about it."

Yuta stays quiet, his face void of any particular emotions.

"I've robbed you of having a life on your own terms," you go on, more tears leaking from your overly emotional eyes. Shit...here goes. You know that you sound melodramatic but this means everything to you. Everything is hanging in the balance of this moment. "Everything you do is based off of biology. You probably wouldn't have even noticed me if you didn't waltz into my job that day. But you-"

Yuta cuts you off. "But I did. I walked into the office. To be honest I wasn't sure what to expect when I went there. I sure as hell wasn't expecting to see someone like you. I thought you didn't like me but then I saw just the hint of blush so I got a little hopeful. And when you asked me that question-- As an alpha, do you feel comfortable working in a team lead by an omega female? --My real thought was I'd feel comfortable with you on my dick."

Your eyes light up while your cheeks turn red from his crassness.

"Did I expect to fall for you when we first met? No. Can I imagine a life without you in it? Absolutely not. Am I scared? Yes. The truth is, baby, you are the type of person I've always seen myself with. Smart, beautiful, funny, powerful, and just a great friend who will hopefully be my best friend."

"But Yuta- I'm older than you. Being with me means so much sacrifice. We couldn't be public with our relationship, at least not until I find out who is trying to screw me over at work. And the biggest elephant in the room," You look down to his crotch and clench your walls on purpose. He's gotten smaller and is almost completely out of your cavern. His semen, too, has formed quite a puddle around your entangled legs. You meet his eyes again and it must be clear what you are thinking because a more serious look comes over his face.

"Well, what do you want to do?" Yuta asks quietly. It almost seems like he's scared of your answer.

"I mean- I've always avoided this by being with Betas and never Alphas but now- if I am I want to keep it. I couldn't get rid of something that came from you. But if you don't want it, I understand. This isn't something that you had intended and I can't blame you when I told you to have sex with me. I knew the risks." You lay your head on his shoulder, making sure your nose is near his scent gland.